chapter15

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I'm not exactly sure how it happened, but one minute we were talking, and joking around, the next I was sitting  on his bed with his fingers tangled in my hair, his lips assaulting mine, and a familar tightening feeling in my core. I slid my hands to his hips, and he looked me in the eyes sternly.

"Are you sure?"

"No, but I need to." He cocked his head to the side and I shook my head. "Dont ask, just go with it." He shrugged, then went back to kissing me,  His hands quickly found their way to my waist and I wrapped my legs around him. He smiled into the kiss and pulled me closer. We did that until we ran out of breath, once we had both began breathing properly again, he shifted so he was behind me, wrapped his arms around my waist, and pulled my body against his.

As I laid there, wrapped in his arms, images of Jase and I together ran through my head. seeing how he gave me up so easily for that girl at the party, how he treated my heartbreak as a simple thing. I realized how not important I really was. I hated him for making me feel this way, getting over him wouldn't be so hard after all. Whatever dereck had for me was real, genuine, and true. I could feel it rushing through me, it wasn't what I thought was love when I was with jase. This is real, he wasn't here to " love" me for a few months then leave. he really was here because of me, he wanted me and only me, for nothing in return just my love. He was never going to leave me.

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