Forever Mine//Deadshot

X Chapter 16 X

Jamie's POV

We have been staying in this house for a week now and to be honest it's ok. Basically all i've done is play Xbox and blasted music but the even funnier thing is that Katana hates Rock, Punk and Screamo music so I blast them because it annoys the fuck out of her.

" A boy of anguish, now he's a man of soul
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road
The years were cruel to him
No, he won't let them go
Lays awake tryna' find the man inside to pack his bags and escape this world"

And that's exactly how I feel.....

"I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on"

After my parents died I didn't know how to cope or move on

"He wanted to change the world, to make it all worthwhile
So he put his pen to paper and poured out everything inside
His red eyes tearing up at the man that he'd became
Slowly, but surely on the fast track to falling into his grave"

That's when I met the gang and that's when I felt that I could move on

"I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on"

There was times were i just wanted to go

"I can't believe I've come so far in such short time
And I'm still fighting on my own
If I stop to catch my breath up I might never breathe again, so just know this:

I've never been so torn up in all of my life, I can't believe I let myself break down"

But I never got the chance to say goodbye

"I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight
I don't wanna do this anymore

I've never been so torn up in all of my life
I should have seen this coming
I've never felt so hopeless than I do tonight
No, I don't wanna do this anymore, I'm moving on"

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"A boy of anguish now, he's a man of soul
Traded in his misery for the lonely life of the road"

That's when I knew I could move on
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