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I took a sewing needle and let it sit underneath hot water.

I felt it heat up underneath my thumb and index finger.

My body hummed and tingled from head to toe; I was numb.

I turned the water off and smoothly made three small gashes on the skin of my wrist.

I eagerly licked the blood off of my needle and slipped it away into my backpack.

I look down my wrist, my mind free of negative thoughts.

No one else can get hurt if I hurt only myself.

I don't have to fight back anymore.

I was going to pay Stacey a visit after school.

I knew what was going to come, because Benjamin wasn't going to be there for me anymore.

His life existence was made for Vanessa, and they were meant to be together.

I was meant to be alone.

I was meant to be a mute.

I was meant to be a nobody at all.

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