My Random Crap

Sup

So.

I'm awake.

I've been trying to sleep now for two hours.

I have school in the morning.

I'm screwed.

Alright, so what is the source of my insomnia tonight? Well, first of all I have a stomach ache, might be period cramps, I might be dying. We will never know.

Or it could be that dude who's been in my thoughts more often than not.

Either way, I'm up and can't sleep.

Where's Top Secret?

I deleted it.

On accident though, I thought I was deleting a chapter, and every time I delete a chapter, it asks for me to confirm it by typing in my username. Well, apparently, I was either drunk or dead, because I was confirming deleting the whole book instead.

Smooth one, me.

I've been a major idiot these past few months.

I had my crush, we were technically dating.

I screwed that up.

I had good grades.

I screwed that up.

My real life friends were all happy with me, and we kept nothing from each other.

I screwed that up.

Basically, I am just one major screw up.

It's not like I try, it just happens. The universe is completely against me, and it's only gonna get worse from here.

So here I am, wide awake at 11:35 and I just watch as the minutes slowly pass.

One minute of my life, gone. I will never get that minute back. I am one minute closer to death, one minute closer to graduation, one minute until I'm married, one more minute until I move out.

My whole life could depend on one minute.

My whole life could depend on how I spend the next minute right now.

I'm on the verge of an extisential crisis.

Oh well, so I've come to my escape, my little slice of insane heaven.

What time is it for you right now?

Are any of you crushing?

If it's late, why are you up?

What's the best joke you know?

Make me smile?

I love you all devils, I'm off to read some comments from any of my books to make me feel better, please don't PM me, not in the mood for much conversation and making new friends. Try me in a few hours.

Byeeeeeeeeeeee.