My Random Crap

1.4K Followers

YAY GUYS!!!!!!!!! WE HIT 1.4K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna celebrate, because I just get to freaked out thinking over 1000 people, living breathing people, think I'M worth part of their valuable time. Think about that. Time is something that is very valuable. It's something you can never get back, and people are using their limited time to read my books and make me smile.

Okay, that was a little morbid....

ANYWAYS! I find it totally insane, because I'm just some teenager who has no real idea what she's doing, and I kind of just go through this whole writing thing and learn as I go. People look up to me. People are inspired by me. People have considered me their hero. It makes me all giddy, and smile like some the creepy freak I am. I never considered myself to be important enough to gain some sort of fanbase. I went through life for three years thinking I was some worthless piece of trash. I wanted to kill myself before Wattpad. But now I can always have something to cheer myself up.

Writing clears my head. It distracts me from my problems that are usually frequent, and I always seem to need an escape from reality, because honestly it sucks.

My amazingly insane internet friends make me laugh uncontrollably and like I'm part of something. But they are so insane it's a little terrifying....especially when it comes to shipping....................(#Kady spread the word)

Your guys' comments always brighten my day and cure any sad mood I may be in, because even though I'm surrounded by people who love me, I don't ever go to them for help for my problems, afraid I may burden them.

I can't thank all of you enough for what you do for me, because you don't even realise what it does. The messages I receive are so heartwarming, they inspire me to keep going with everything, the comments make me laugh and brighten my day, the votes put things into perspective that people like my work, and even just the simple reads remind me that there are people wasting their time to read something I had made.

So I kind of want to celebrate just being in a great community, with so much love.

But.....I'm not entirely sure what to do, I was thinking of a new book, but right now I don't have anything ready in my drafts to publish. I have one book that's almost ready, but still need to do some pre-writing...that'll be out soon I hope.

So what is your opinions? What do you guys think I should do? I could do a Q and A, or a truth or dare kind of thing, or write something with some prompts you guys could send, or whatever. But just let me know if you have any ideas, and once again, thank you for using your time on me