October 3rd, 2016
It's only 3 and today's actually not been extra shitty. Holding your hand was something I've missed even though it's only been 4 day since the last time. I wasn't expecting you to do that in front of so many people. Also, you calling me ma'am in person- not just on text -was something I definitely didn't expect. I'll probably never admit in person but I love when you call me that, or princess. Pet names have always been something I've liked, no matter how cliche they are. I love how much you make me feel special and that I'm worth it. I'm just consumed with every part of you, no matter how little; I love how we both like photography and the way you do some of the most idiotic shit just to make yourself and others laugh. Even though you don't see it, there's something good in every part of you. Every shitty thing that's ever happened to you has made you who you are, made you the Gianni I'm totally in love with. You can't erase the past, so live in the future- I just hope I'm part of that.
