December 4th, 2016
Been awhile, hasn't it? Really- truly I don't think I'll be needing this much anymore. The past week has been pretty bad, but I'm feeling really happy now. I understand that people have thoughts or ideas that sound good at first- but then you realize how stupid or fucked up they really were. Honestly I don't even care about what you said. I made it more dramatic to see if you really could see what a few words could do to me. I wanted to know if you truly didn't want to let me go. I was 99.9% sure you didn't but I had to make sure. Sorry I had to do that but I HAD to. I needed to know you love me.
