October 4th, 2016
Today was definitely better. Most of my hurtful feelings towards myself are slowly being pushed away because of you. I actually, truly feel special and wanted by people- for once -and it's amazing. I love how no matter how shitty my day has been you, somehow, magically make it better. You tell me all the time how beautiful I am and how much I mean to you; how much you love me. I feel terrible, like I'm bad girlfriend for not returning the wonderful words you send me- but there's just no way for me to put in words how I feel for you. Every time I'm around you my heart automatically speeds up, and I feel dizzy just by you telling me hello. Everything about you to me is just so perfect, and I love you, very much.
