January 2nd, 2017
I fucking hate texting you so much. It's rare for us to just text and have a normal conversation. If we were together you wouldn't have to deal with my depressing ass shit that I say for absolutely no reason - and I wouldn't have to try and understand your mind through words on a screen. If I was with you then we could just be there with each other and feel happy. Whenever I'm feeling like shit you would know and make me talk to you. But when all we have is social media I have the ability to choose what I say and talk about. I don't like keeping to myself but I hate trying to explain to you through Instagram. Whenever you do I never understand. Basically what I wanted to say here is that I just fucking want you already. Your so afraid of showing other people you love me, I can tell that easily. But you have to realize it's a normal thing to be in love. If we went out together in public no one would look twice. I just want you to be comfortable with me and not care about what anyone else thinks.
