Complicated

Chapter 29

Lydia's POV

I could see the light on in Jordan's doorway as I pulled into his driveway. The door was open and he was talking to someone but I couldn't tell who it was. I shut my car off and walked up the sidewalk then turned the corner to his doorway and my heart dropped.

"Jordan?" I said almost starting to cry.

His head shot up and so did the girls.

"Lydia oh my God" he mumbled as he stepped away from Shanda.

"Oh hey Lydia" she said smiling.

I looked at both of them and instantly got mad.

"What the fuck are you doing here" I said walking towards her.

"Oh come on, it's not like you haven't been slutting it up tonight" she said with a smirk.

I instantly slapped her across the face.

"Lydia!" Jordan said as he got in between us and grabbed me. I pushed him away.

"Get away from me" I spat at him.

I saw Shanda behind him holding her cheek and glaring at me.

"Lydia enough" he yelled at me.

"Are you kidding me Jordan? You're defending her?" I yelled back.

"Why do you insist on ruining my life?!" I said to Shanda who was now holding on to Jordan's arm. I wanted to hit her again.

"I'm not ruining your life, I didn't force him to kiss me back, he made that decision on his own" she smirked then looked at Jordan.

I looked at Jordan "Is that true?" I asked glaring.

He just stood there and ran his hand through his hair.

"I can't believe you" I said before turning around and walking out of his house.

"Oh so it's ok for you to whore around with Chris, and get away with it but I'm the bad person for doing this?" He said as he walked behind me.

I stopped walking and turned around. "What did you just say?" I said slowly.

"You heard me" he spat.

I couldn't believe what he just said to me.

"Chris kissed me!" I yelled. "And I immediately pushed him away because I'm with you! I came here tonight to tell you what happened and I walk in on you kissing her!?" I said pointing in Shanda's direction. "And now you're taking her side?"

"Fuck sakes" he mumbled and then looked at Shanda.

We fell silent for a few seconds.

"Be careful who you call a whore Jordan" I said before walking to my car and driving away.

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Jordan's POV

I stood on the sidewalk watching Lydia drive away from me.I couldn't believe what just happened.

"Well that wasn't very fun" Shanda said as she sat in my doorway.

"Get out of my house" I whisper spoke.

"But Jordan...?" She whined.

"Shanda get out right now, you just ruined my relationship" I said again.

She started walking out the door. "Well if it means anything to you that kiss felt pretty special" she said as she walked past me and brushed her hand across my shoulder.

I ignored her and walked into my house and slammed the door behind me.

"Fuck" I yelled and ran my hands through my hair and almost pulled some out by accident.

I pulled my phone out of my phone and called Lydia, 3 rings and a voice mail is all I got.

"Lydia I'm so sorry, please call me back. If you'll just listen to what I have to say you'll understand" I left a voice mail.

What have I done, I think I just lost her. She's not coming back now. Why did I kiss her back?!

There are so many things crossing my mind right now but It just keeps circling back to Lydia.

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Lydia's POV

I ignored Jordan's call, I can't talk to him. I can't face him. How could he do this to me? He knows what she's been trying to do but he fell for her tricks anyway.

I walked into my bedroom and flopped myself on my bed, tomorrow feels like it could turn into a sick day, I thought to myself. I don't know where Jordan and I stand, all I know is that I don't want to see him... at all.

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