Chapter 4- I Love You... Not.

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"Andy dinners ready." Miranda voice echoed through the intercom. I thought about ignoring dinner and staying in my room but then thy would defiantly know something was up. I got out of bed and pulled on my jean shorts with my tank-top. I tried walking as slowly as I could trying to think of clever comebacks for whatever laid ahead tonight.

"Hey sweety." My father said and got up to pull out my chair that was beside him. Michaels eyes burned holes through me with every step I took but I was attempting to control my anger towards him.

"Hi Ryan." I smiled. On the table was the most amazing looking steaks ever and a couple side dishes. "This looks great."

"It does, Miranda made this." I looked over at Miranda and face her a smile as she blushed over our complimenting.

During dinner the conversation mainly stayed on sports which I was thankful for but Michael's hurt face made me keep feeling guilty.

But I shouldn't have to feel guilty. I did nothing wrong. It was all his fault and now he's trying to guilt me into talking to him. Finally deciding that I was full I said my goodbyes and made my way for my room.

"Andy please talk to me." I heard Michael's fray voice speak from behind me.

"About what?" I said still not turning around.

"Andy you don't understand the situation with me and my fiancé. Its complicated."

"I don't have to understand Michael. It's none of my business. Now if you'll excuse me I think I'm gonna go for a walk." I said and slipped on my sneakers.

I didn't give him much time to talk I just walked downstairs looking for Ryan.

"Hey Ryan can I borrow the car to go up town for a bit?"

"Sure sweetheart don't be out too late." I nodded that I understood then grabbed the keys to find a nice coffee shop. The streets were covered with people as I pulled up to a small cafe on a corner. It wasn't too busy.

"Hey can I get a caramel late please." I said to the guy behind the counter but when he turned around I realized how handsome he was.

"Baby you can have anything you'd like." I rolled my eyes at his cheesy line and handed him the money as he went back and made my drink. "Taylor." He said holding out his hand which I gladly shook.

"I'm Andy."

"Huh a female Andy. Cute." He said and winked.

"Thank you. So uh what do people do around here for fun, I'm new here." I asked wanting a reason not to make me go home.

"Well my roommate and I are throwing a party later tonight if you wanna come. I can pick you up at your place?" I nodded quickly and gave him my number and new address and then left home with my drink.

"Hey Ryan I'm going out with a friend tonight." I hollered in hopes he heard me but the house was dead silent.

"Nobody's here. They're out." Michael said laying on the couch with his gaze fixed on the ceiling.

"Okay. Thanks." I said and hurried upstairs to get ready.

I ended up wearing a cute aqua strapless dress that went mid-thigh and some black pumps. I curled my hair and put on light eyeshadow. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw Michael staring at me from my open door. Our gazes were fixed on each other for minutes until the doorbell pulled me from the attraction.

"Can you let Miranda and Ryan know I'm going out with a friend?" I asked politely and he nodded. Then I walked pass him to the door to see Taylor.

"Hey you look beautiful." He said kissing my cheek and I could see from the corner of my eye that Michael tensed.

"Thank you. You don't look bad yourself."

"Thanks. You ready to go?" I nodded quickly and he put his hand on the small of my back to lead me to his car.

The party wasn't terribly bad. Just a lot of drinking and a lot of loud music.

"Do you wanna dance?" Taylor asked from behind me and I nodded. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the living room where everyone else was dancing. The song 'rude boy' by Rihanna had just started and Taylor started grinding himself on me which was uncomfortable but I was going to do anything to have fun and get Michael off my mind.

Taylor kissed my neck and rested his hands on my hips.

"Fuck you're so sexy." He whispered in my ear and sent shivers down my body. I pulled back a little to look into his eyes and kissed him. The rest of the party just went in a blur and Taylor was driving me home faster than I expected.

Once we approached my house Taylor got out and opened my door which reminded me of Michael. Walking quietly up to the door i realized it was 2 am and everyone was probably asleep.

"I had a really nice time tonight." I said when we reached the porch. Taylor smiled real big at me and help my hand.

"I did too. A really nice time." Then he leaned in and kissed me and I'm not gonna lie, it was nice, but nothing like Michael's kisses.

"Wanna hang out sometime again?" I asked and he nodded pretty quickly. "What about tomorrow? You can come over and we'll chill in the pool?"

"Sounds great. Goodnight." He said walking to his car and I waved bye before going In the house.

What am I suppose to do when I'm comparing every guy I see to Michael and I can't even have Michael. He's engaged. He's in love with another woman, and here I am wishing he was mine.

"Who was he?" I jumped at Michael's voice and turned around to see Michael sitting at the bar with a glass of alcohol.

"None of your damn business. Were you spying on us?!" I yelled and he didn't answer. I walked quickly over to him and realized he was drunk. Great. I gently took the glass out of his hand and poured it in the sink. Then I walked over to him and put his arm over my shoulder and my arm around his waist to help him to his bed. Why am I always the good girl?! Like seriously.

"Where are we going?" He asked as we reached his room and I ignored him. I laid him on his bed and started removing his shoes and clothes so he could go to sleep. Once I removed everything but his boxers I started to pull the cover over him but his hands grabbed my waist and pulled me on top of him. Smashing his lips against mine. I struggled to pull my head back and with enough force i did. "I love you." He whispered and it took a few seconds before I realized what he said. "Jamie." He finished and I pulled myself up and went to my room.

"He could never love me." I kept repeating In my head over and over again before I finally fell asleep.

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Guys this is shorter than the other chapters. But I have school tomorrow and I just thought y'all might like an update but anyways enjoy. (:

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