My Fathers BestFriend

Chapter 25- Michaels what??

Song of the chapter.. I'm only human -Christina Perri

Who would've known that everything perfect, can go away so quickly?

Who would've believed the lie that a couple days in the light can make up for a lifetime of darkness?

Who would've imagined that IM ONLY HUMAN?

I can't be perfect. I've tried so many times to be it, and I can't.

He left. He just left.

No aliby. No excuse, just left me.

It's been 4 days. 4 days of going through everything alone. 4 days of forgetting who you are because the pain tears the person apart.

But the question that's been stuck in my head is, will he come back?

Is he gone for good?

Suddenly, my questions were dismissed by the well known ringing of my phone.

Michael.

"Hello?" I answered quickly and held my stomach.

"Ma'am is this Michael Lawson's wife?"

"Fiancé."

"Oh well good. I've finally got her." He spoke to a person in the back. "Ma'am I'm afraid there's been a terrible accident."

"With? What's going on?! Why are you on Michaels phone?" I yelled all too quickly and I heard his slight

Sigh in the background.

"You're fiancé was murdered last night."

Then my heart fell to the floor.

"No, there's no way something like that could happen." I rushed out, cause those were the only words I could form.

Michael wasn't dead. He was probably in a hotel somewhere scared again about the baby.

He was just blowing off some tension. Taking a break from the hectic mess that surrounded us.

He was alive. He had to be.

"Apparently last night your fiancé was walking to a hotel and he tried helping out this lady who was in trouble. The man who was harassing the young lady took this badly and fired the gun at Mr. Lawson. The bullet went straight through his chest."

I tried speaking, but my words were pushed to the back of my throat and straight back to the place they formed.

Michael was dead. The man I was suppose to have forever with, he gone.

That's when I lost it.

I broke down. My little mistake of calling him immature cost him his life.

If I hadn't of fought with him, he still be here.

He'd be here with me wrapped up in his arms. His muscular arms that showed so much love and comfort to me. He was my everything, now he's gone.

I could still remember the cold words that left in my mind, burning like fire and branded for life.

"Michael, if you walk out that door, don't come back."

And he didn't. He scoffed and walked out. Slamming the strong door.

"Sir he can't be dead. He's my fiancé. Were suppose to be getting married. Were having a baby. This must be some kind of mistake." I murmured out but I don't know if I was telling them, or trying to convince myself.

"Ma'am, it's a tragic thing. And I'm so sorry about the wedding and baby issues, but I'm not mistaken. You're fiancé was murdered. There was a letter left in his hotel assessed to you if you would like me to read it, or you can come up to Albany and read it yourself."

The tears were just falling down now. There was no joking about this anymore. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think.

"Go ahead sir."

"To my dearest Andy, I truly love you. And I love our baby too. Every single moment with you has been a long and enjoying ride. I'm writing this to you because I was being immature. And I left, proving your point again. I can't explain how sorry I am for leaving you alone for so many days, I'm just stubborn and didn't wanna admit I was wrong. So I figured since you're a chick flick kinda girl, you'd enjoy some of this dear john shit. I really really hope you can forgive me, because my life has no meaning without you. You truly light my life up. I'm staying here until tomorrow morning and then I'm coming home. I'm going to buy you a huge bouquet of red roses and drop to my knees for your forgiveness. I love you so much baby. Every single flaw about you seems perfect to me. The way you slightly snort when you laugh too hard. When you curl your toes when you feel good. Or just the way you're so at peace and too nice for your own good. You're my baby. My love. The love of my life, and the start of my forever. Again, I love you baby. I'll see you tomorrow.

Love,

You're stupid fiancé you love."

I couldn't say anything, the tears were the only movement my body could make at the moment.

I couldn't process any words because it felt like I've never known any.

He was my forever.

But my forever wasn't long enough.

"Ma'am are you okay?"

No answer. No words.

"No." I sobbed as the realization kept hitting me.

Michael was wrong...

He wouldn't be here tomorrow.

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