Shawn Mendes Imagines

talks in your sleep

"First I will stop the medicine IV then-" the doctor continued sighing sadly as he stared at me.

"And then you'll remove the tube and stop the machines. I work here Dr. Parks I know what happens" I sighed feeling the sadness welt up inside.

"I know Dr. Y/L/N. I don't tell the family because they need to know, I do it because it helps them settle. It helps them think and prepare to what comes to them" he sighed patting my shoulder.

I nodded as I watched my husband and best friend pass away on the hospital bed that I've seen a million times in my career. Never thought I'd see the love of my life laying there.

"I love you Shawn" I sniffled wiping away my tears.

The nurse removed the breathing tube and he laid there silently with his mouth slightly dropped. I petted his dark brown head of hair smiling at his features. My hands caressed his face as my friends around the hospital sat outside crying with their heads hung low.

Flashbacks of Shawn and I ran through my mind as I continued to watch his beautiful pink lips turn to a shade of pale and gray.

"I wish you didn't give up on me" I whispered. "Don't worry. I'll be fine. I always am, you know me"

I sighed and felt more tears rush down my cheeks as I rested my head on his hand squeezing it tight. His light breathes coming from his mouth as they filled my ears. It hurt my heart and soul to hear how faint they were. I just wanted him to wake up in an instant.

"Y/D/N's is gonna miss you of course. She won't be able to see her daddy anymore and that hurts. But it's okay, we can do this, you're still here in spirit" I cried to myself raising my head so I could look at him.

"I love you so much. I won't be able to stop loving you. This is forever no matter what. I'm gonna miss you, a lot. And Ian he's gonna miss you. And-" I couldn't continue because the monitor started to beep.

I stood up to turn it off feeling my tears pouring my from my eyes as I watched all the color from his face drain.

"You can go. It's alright. You can go" I whispered petting his head as he took his last breathe leaving the room in utter silence.