Shawn Mendes Imagines

him or me

It was dark and cold and I felt like my heart was gonna fall out. I just wanted his warmth and love. He didn't even want to look at me.

"Stop it Shawn! Don't lie to me I know you're hurt about her but-"

"y/n I don't want to talk about it. It's not about her anymore it so much more than that" he scoffed finishing off another glass of whiskey.

"I don't understand please just sit down and talk to me for once! All you do is ignore me when something's wrong!" I shouted angrily as he smashed the glass into the fire pit storming out.

The wind blew right past me as I walked out towards him huffing in anger and frustration.

"Shawn wait please" I shouted as he stomped off in the dark.

"No Y/N!" He replied turning to me as I stopped, my heart pounding a bit. "It's fine. I understand, it's always him. With my last girlfriend, with Katherine! It's always him!"

"What are you talking about?" I said shaking my head.

"You're in love with Ian I know!" He said turning towards me.

"Where did this come from-" I scoffed shaking my head.

"You're in love with Ian just like everybody else, he's the good one I get. Nobody loves Shawn because he's the bad guy. It won't happen for Shawn blah blah bullshit! Nobody loves me I get it!" He shouted back with anger burning in his eyes.

"Not this time Shawn. I love you, I love you Shawn, not anybody else, i don't know what brought this up, but it's time to tell you how I feel, I want to be with you" I replied pushing my hair back tears falling down my cheeks.

"I don't believe you, I never will" he said shaking his head holding it.

"Shawn please. Look me in the eyes and if I'm lying- you can kill me- you can get rid of me, you can hurt me I don't care" I said stepping closer towards him so he can see my eyes.

He panted heavily shaking his head. He seemed fluster yet he knew what he wanted. He grabbed my face pressing his lips to mine. I felt complete now everything was falling into place for me. He let go and pecked my lips.

"I didn't have to use compulsion on you to know that you love me" he whispered to me giving me a small smirk.

"I love you Shawn" I replied holding the back of his neck.

"I know" he smirked at me pressing his lips on mine once again.