Shawn Mendes Imagines

what makes you beautiful

HELLOO IT"S ME OMG CANT BELIEVE I FINALLY WROTE THIS SHITTY IMAGINE HOPEFULLY YOU ENJOY! I ACTUALLY HAVE A THEME FOR THIS BOOK YOULL PROBABLY CATCH ON LATER BUT ANYWAYS ENJOY AND I MISSED YOU SONG BIRDS!!!!!!!

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*trigger warning!*

"Y/N?" Shawn's voice echoed through my empty home.

I shuttered as he yelled again for me. I slid the blade underneath my toothbrush holder and bandaged my arms. I pulled my sleeves down frantically. I wiped away my tears and sighed in relief as he entered my bathroom.

"Hey baby" he smiled kissing my forehead.

I cleared my throat and smiled back.

"Are you crying?" he asked lifting my chin.

I sighed and rolled my eyes walking into my room so he couldn't see me. 

"No shit Shawn" I huffed sitting on the bed.

I looked down at my wrists and saw the blood seeping through my white long sleeves.

"Y/N?" he asked with wide eyes.

He grabbed my wrists and began to panic.

"Why!?" he said tearing up a bit.

"Because I hate myself Shawn! Okay!? That's what freaks like me do when they hate themselves" I sobbed trying to escape the feeling sad again for him, because of him.

"Oh y/n, you're so much more than what you think you are" he said wiping away his own tears.

He sat on the bed with me and took a towel dabbing the marks I made.

"I love you just the way you are and I don't care what other people think of you and neither should you. You mean to me more than any person in the world right now, please don't forget that" he replied raising my chin and slowly kissing me while holding my waist with his cold hands.

I smiled in the kiss and fluttered my eyes open as he let go.

"That was the cheesiest bullshit I've ever heard come out of your mouth" I smirked.

"Oh my god, I try so hard!" he chuckled tickling my sides.