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"Y/N okay so I'm gonna ask her to prom will you help me?" Shawn said excitedly as he grabbed my wrist at my locker.

"Of course Shawn" I smiled cheekily at him.

I would always help Shawn with his girlfriend. Two years of non stop Shawn and Sara. It was hard for me of course, I'm in love with my best friend. Yet I cause myself pain and help in anyway possible.

He nodded and walked off leaving me standing there with my books in my hand. I sighed and slammed it shut. I walked off to my class and felt my whole body break down as I sat in my seat.

Everything seemed to change after that "night".

I walked into my house letting out a sigh as I walked into my room pulling my bra off and pants leaving me in my baggy shirt and underwear. I let out another sigh and walked downstairs hearing pounding on my door. I groaned walking over and seeing Shawn.

"Shawn what're you doing here?" I asked as he was covered in rain stepping inside.

"She's moving" he said to me throwing his wet jacket on the floor leaving him a soaking wet shirt.

"Hey respect my house dude!" I shouted annoyed.

I saw how truly heart broken he was right now as my goose bumped legs carried myself over to him.

"Do you wanna talk about it-" I asked.

His glossy eyes locked on mine making me shiver. He sighed and bit his lip eagerly.

"She said she wanted to talk about it" he replied as a single tear rolled down his cheek.

I sighed and itched to move the pieces of wet hair from his forehead. He pulled me into a hug crying and sobbing into my shoulder like a child.

The simple move made me freeze up in my spot. It was so gentle yet firm and it made me feel warm and safe.

"Shawn you two will be fin-" i stopped myself as I felt his lips latch onto my neck.

"Sh-Shawn!" I shouted trying to pry him off.

He pulled me back tighter as i fell into his touch letting him handle me steadily and carefully.

"What if she leaves me-" he said continuing to kiss me and suck on my neck.

"S-Sh-She will if y-you keep this u-up" I stuttered nervously.

He sucked on me like I was some 'human pacifier'. His hands slid down my back onto my covered cheeks as I bit my lip to keep in my moans.

"What if she finds someone new..." he whispered as he slid his hands underneath my shirt holding onto my bare skin creating more goosebumps.

He stepped and stared at my blushing body.

"I don't think I could live with that" he mumbled holding my waist tighter.

"Shawn what is wrong with you!" I spat trying to pull away. "You're confusing the hell out of me-"

He stopped by pressing his lips on mine as I gripped the bottom of his shirt. I felt my body shake underneath his touch. I liked it, it was rough, it was sensual.

"Shawn" I said pushing him away.

"I kept telling myself that it would be okay if we broke up" he mumbled. "And I scare myself"

"Shawn I don't understand-" I said shaking my head.

"Stop talking please" he groaned as he crashed his lips on mine once again.

He cupped at my sides tugging at the bottom of my shirt wanting more.

"Just let this happen please" he moaned panting heavily.

"Take my clothes off then" I said as he ripped my shirt off finally feeling relief, and the tension grew between us.

He pecked my chest and sucked lightly on my breasts, as I moaned intertwining my finger through his wet hair. I shouldn't be doing this but I want it so bad. He hoisted me on his waist as we continued to kiss. He carried me to the couch dropping me down on top of it with a 'huff'.

"Shit-" he panted as I palmed him through his sweats as he stood in front of me.

It felt so good but it was so wrong. He spread my legs wide and slid into my legs sucking and licking me up and down. I bit the back of my hand keeping my moans in as I came and he licked me clean. It was like pure torture hearing all the lovey dovey stuff they did together.

I thought everything would change after that "night".

But the next morning, he went back to her. Like he was recharging his love from me. Sucking every lost drop of love and affection I had for him and using it for her. I sighed and slammed my door behind me wanting to break down and cry.

"Shawn what're you doing here-" I asked holding my bag to my chest as I saw him standing there nervously.

"Shut up and kiss me" he growled as he walked over to me crashing his lips onto mine.

Looks like I enjoy hell...

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