Falling In Love Again - English (translated) || Luke Hemmings

Chapter 16 Aria: Breaking

Aria's POV

Hey Aria, I really need to talk to you. It's very important. Please text me back ASAP. x Luke

I stared at my IPhone. What  would he want to talk about? Since the kiss there was no peace in my head. Questions and scary thouthts were driving me grazy! But I was paricularly confusted. I had no idea what to do or what I wanted. Well actually I do know what I want. I want Luke, I want to be with him. But all these thoughts keep me from doing it. What should I text back? After fifteen minutes my fingers slowly started typing a response.

Ehmm... Okay. Where and what time we'll meet?

Hesitantly I pressed the send button. Was that okay? Maybe I should've typed something else. Faster than I thought, I got a message back:

Hyde Park in one hour?

My heart began to race. Should I say yes?

Okay. See you there.

One hour later.

I put my bike against a tree. Take a breath. Now, don't run away when you see him! I said to myself. I really couldn't ignore the gaos inside of me. What is so important that Luke wants to tell me? Suddenly I didn't had much time to think. My eyes widen as I saw Luke walking up to me. His blonde hair was a little messy, it looked really attractive. He wore a white shirt with a big yellow smiley on it. Black jeans and vans. My eyes went back to his face. Oh my god, his lips! I couldn't help but thinking that. He softly bit his bottom lip. Yes, that's super attractive. I started playing with my Dog Tag Necklace, like I always did when I got nerveus. 'Hey.' Luke said weakly when he approached me. 'Hey.' I whispered back. I looked at him expectantly. His eyes pierced into mine, which made me even more nerveus. 'Let's sit down.' He suggested. Before I could answer, Luke let himself fall down on the grass and tried to find a comfortable position. I quickly did the same and sat down right in front of him. 'Ehhmm... I... I ehh... Well it's uhhh.' Luke struggled. 'What is it, Luke?' I asked him softly. Luke looked down at the grass and sighed. This was extremely nerve wracking. Why couldn't I just be chill, relaxed? Why did I feel this way? Even though I wanted to run away from the situation, I was curious. And I wanted to stay because of Luke. I hadn't seen him in a while and besides the nerves, I was glad that he was here. With me. 'Tell me it the way you think it.' I encouraged him, hoping that Luke would tell me what's was going on. 'Well... ehh... the band is opening for One Direction on their Take Me Home Tour.' He said hesitantly, finally looking up at me. My mouth fell open. I don't know what to say... I mean touring with One Direction?! How well known is 5 Seconds Of Summer really? At this point I felt stupid for not checking this. 'Wait, what? When?!' I finally managed to say. Luke bit his lip again. He gave me this sad look that horrified me. 'We're leaving in a week... on Friday.' He replied with a cracking voice. My eyes widen again. 'To London.' He quickly added. Jep. That was it. That was the last hit needed to break me into a thousand pieces. Luke is going to leave me! In a week! 'How long will you be gone?' I asked with watery eyes. Crap! I don't want to cry! When I looked back at Luke, he had the same expression on his face as I had. His watery eyes stared sad into mine. 'Eight months.' He wispered. And that was the last hit needed to also break my heart. Eight fucking months! I can't handle eight Luke-less months! Tears escaped from my eyes and slowly streamed down my face. Somehow I could see that it hurt him to see me cry. 'No. I-I... I can't do this.' I stood up and new tears rolled over my cheeks. Luke stood up as well and quickly wrapped his arms around me. His warmth made me wanting to stay but I knew that if I'd stay, saying goodbye would be even harder. 'N-N-No.. I.. I-I just... can't do this.' I repeated when I pushed him off. 'I'm so sorry... but I... I just can't.'

'But I can't live without you anymore... I love you too much to let you go.' Luke managed to say. A small tear rolled down his cheek. "No don't cry." I begged in my mind. Seeing that tear made everything worse. I shook my head and took a step back from Luke. 'I'm sorry.' I wispered before turning around and running towards my bike. As I reached my bike, I had to keep myself from running back to the boy or even looking at him. I got onto my bike and drove away as fast as I could.