Frat Boy Niall

FRAT BOY NIALL XVIII

NIALL’S POV

I walked out, not really sure of where I was going. I was sick of the place and I just knew I couldn’t stay there anymore, I couldn’t pretend I was having the time of my life while they were making out just a few meters away from me. It made me sick just to imagine him touching her and her moaning his name, and her nails digging into his skin like they did into mine. Seeing them together was just too much for me to take. What the hell was she doing, kissing him like that? She was grinding her hips into his and kissing him and he was biting her neck and I felt like I was capable of killing him right then and there. They would probably have sex somewhere later and I couldn’t get that image out of my head, I just couldn’t. I wanted to forget about it ever happening, and that’s when I realized that she probably felt that way when I fucked Jessie. Shit, I was such an asshole. At least Jake’s a good guy, he’d be an upgrade, and I was scared because he’s actually better than me. But Jessie? She was just a plain downgrade, and it would be hurtful for anyone to be replaced by a girl like that. Serves me right then that she left with Jake, i had it coming. 

I left without saying hi to anyone, so Connor ran out after me once he saw me leaving and he had some trouble catching up with me because I practically ran outside, brushing past people. Once he managed to catch me, he asked me where I was going. 

-For a walk, I don’t know, man.-I shrugged. 

-Why? We were having a good time, even though you aren’t supposed to be here, you know.-he looked uncomfortable. 

Was he really standing there saying I wasn’t invited? Someone was groping my fuck buddy and he was telling me it was okay? I gripped his t-shirt and pinned him against the wall and there was a loud thump when his body hit the wall.

-Oh, yeah? And why is that? Because Jake didn’t tell me about it, that’s why, huh? Who the fuck are you guys to tell me I’m not welcome?!

He looked scared as fuck, so I let go of him. It was Jake’s fault, not his. He was just trying to be a good friend to both of us, but that wasn’t possible anymore. It sucks, but that’s the way things got that night. He took something of mine and we couldn’t be best friends anymore.

-You’re supposed to be my friend, too, Connor, and I have every right to be here. Who the fuck is Jake to tell me not to come here?-I hissed.-She was with me and now he’s just scared that I’ll take her away, that’s why he doesn’t want me here. 

-I know, mate, but don’t ruin this for him. You had your chance and you didn’t want the girl, let’s face it.-Connor was calm once again.-You had your fun, now let Jake have his. 

-I don’t want Jake around her, I don’t want him groping her and touching her, don’t you get that?-I kicked over the trash can with my foot, I just needed to kick something.-He can’t have her!

-Niall, mate, chill out, she’s just a girl.-he put his hand on my shoulder and squeezed it, but that didn’t calm me down at all.-You said you don’t care about her, and he does, so he wins. 

-He can’t win.-I shook my head and looked at his face. 

He showed no sign of being worried or feeling sorry for me. How the fuck could he be so calm? Didn’t he realize what was going on? Jake was taking her away from me, and I didn’t want to let that happen, but I had no choice. No, I had to do something. Jake could just fuck off. 

-It’s not about winning a game, it’s about winning a girl. Jake doesn’t want to just fuck her, okay? You should let him have her because he’s gonna be nice to her.-he spoke slowly, trying to make me understand his point of view, but I couldn’t.