*** Smut warning. This whole chapter is basically smut. Just a heads up. Smut, smut, smut. Im sorry im really bad at writing smut. I blushed so hard making this. Sorry, I had no idea what to call it like ugh you have no idea of the struggle of what to call a penis in smut. Idk about you but when I read smut every time I see the word penis I recoil. Dick just seems so, like, not intimate and for them it's not just sex. I was going to call it a ding dong but i didn't because it just sounded to weird. So yeah I had to settle with member. I spent 5 minutes trying to figure out how to spell the title. Lol go me. Peace out my imaginary readers. Please don't hate me.***
I know I don't normally do songs for these but idk I just thought this one fit so well. So the song for this is The Good, The Bad, And The Dirty By. Panic! At The Disco.
We get to Calum's door and close it gently behind us. I sit down on his bed while he sits next to me. We just sit there awkwardly for a few seconds before he suddenly presses his lips to mine. My eyes widen slightly with surprise but quickly kiss him back. Where did this come from? We sit there for a few seconds before I deepen the kiss.
Our lips move together in sync and the kiss becomes deeper and deeper. Calum licks my bottom lip asking for entrance which I willingly give. Wait. This is wrong. Why does it feel so right? I pull away and swing my leg over his lap so that I'm straddling him. I reconnect our lips and pick up where we left off.
His lips leave mine and are traveling down to my jaw. I moan loudly. He continues south down my body and hits my neck. Oh, dear God, this felt so good. "I want you, Michael." He says as he stops his gentle kisses and looks down at me. "I want to you to be mine. All mine.."
I smile lightly. "Of course." He goes back to kissing my neck and I try to stifle another moan. His arms loop around my waist and pulls me oven more toward him. His hands travel up and down my back sending shivers through my spine.
Suddenly our lips are connected again. I bite down softly on his plump lower lip. He moans and I smile. God, I love that sound. I reach down and pull his shirt over his head. He lays down on the bed and pulls me on top of him again.
Next thing I know my shirt is on the floor next to his. His eyes slowly trail over my body and I suddenly feel self-conscious. I pull my hands over my stomach. Before long he is pulling them apart. "No, you are perfect."
He covers his body with his arms and I gently pull them away. "No, you are perfect." As I say this I am still holding his arms. I notice bandages around his wrists. I wonder what that is for? I pay no attention to it as I pull him back down onto me so our lips can lock again.
Our pelvises rub against each other and I moan. I go back to his neck and bite down gently to leave a hickey. He yelps quietly. My pants keep getting tighter and tighter. Suddenly I can't take it anymore and flip him around so I am on top.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I ask him. When he nods I rip off his jeans and do the same on my own. I slide his boxers down and him member springs free. It isn't small, but it isn't big either. He has got a nice, good sized one. He reaches down and pulls my boxers off as well. I have got a slightly larger one, but not by much.
I grab the lube out of my drawer and coat my fingers. Damn, he has a nice ass. I slide one finger in and he winces slightly. I move it in and out my finger doing a little dance inside of this beautiful boy. His moan is my cue to put another finger in. We go through the whole process again with another finger when I finally figure he is ready.
I coat my member in the lube before placing it in the entrance of his hole. I shove it in quickly and he screams out in pain. I sit there for a few seconds before moving it back out. I push it in and out until Michael starts to moan. I go faster and his moans get louder. I bend down and kiss his lips gently. My movements start to get more slow and sloppy as I feel my orgasm coming; ); ) on.
Suddenly my release comes and Michaels soon follows after. I slump down on the bed next to Mikey and pull him close to my chest. I sigh deeply "I love you." I tell him before my eyes shut from exhaustion.
****I love how my longest chapter is the one with the smut in it. When I went threw and edited I was at school during my free period and my friend came over(Yes, I know, shocking. I have friends.) and she asked what I was doing. I blushed so freaking hard like oh my god. Another thing sorry I haven't been posting I haven't really been in the best state of mind lately. I have been really self conscious lately and that was starting to affect my writing. I was doubting myself and and deleting parts because I thought people would think it was stupid. Just stuff like that. It was just better for me to put a hold on things till I started to feel better and well now I feel better so im going to be starting writing again. See ya, my imaginary readers. Please don't hate me.***
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