You /Jungkook/ BTS

37 ~ 10 minutes late

Hyo-rin's pov

Jimin brushed the hair out of my face and kissed me softly

'Do you feel better now?' He said

Slut!

When he said those words a pang of worry spread through me, I was sweating and trembling

'Hyo-rin? What's wrong?' Jimin said holding my arms

A panic attack

'Jungkook? Where are you? I think Hyo-rin's having a panic attack' Jimin said 'We're on the roof'

Jungkook knows, he knows about my panic attacks, he used to just hold me and tell me to focus on my breathing

Jungkook burst through the door as a few tears rolled their way down my face

'Jimin just go back down okay? We'll be back down soon' Jungkook said

Jimin went downstairs and jungkook sat me down

My breathing had become short and fast

'Just think about your breathing, don't focus on me, or on the sunset, but on your breathing' he said rubbing my arm

I sat with my head in my knees

Breath in, Breath out, breath in, breath out

After a few minutes my breathing improved  but I was still breathing heavily

Jungkook put his arm around me bringing me closer to him

He put his arms around me And I wrapped my arms around him burying my head into his chest

'Just keep concentrating on your breathing' he said softly

That's right, think of somewhere you love, um... you love the... the beach! Beaches have waves

Think of the waves crashing in and the quiet sounds of them

Slowly, it went away, bit by bit

'Thank you' I mumbled

'Anytime Ne? Call me any time' he said kissing my temple

'You know my feelings about you and Jimin right?' I said sitting up

'Mm' he said nodding

'Well, a minute ago before you came, Jimin kissed me' I said looking down

'Mm' he said

'When that happened, my mind screamed the word slut at me, like I was some kind of monster, it's been bugging me like this for a while, every time I talk to either you or Jimin it just tells me that I'm a slut' I said

Why are you telling him this? Why not Jimin? You slut!

'You need to choose' he said looking at me 'You need to choose between Jimin and I' he said tapping away on his phone

'I'm scared' I mumbled

'Huh? Wae?' He said

'I'm scared that if I picked Jimin over you or you over Jimin that on of you will hate me' I said 'I... I don't want either of you to hate me' I said

'We won't hate you, we're still going to be best friends anyway' Jungkook said grabbing my hand

'I... I love you' I said looking at him 'But I also love Jimin' I said 'But then there's Nari' I said 'bet then I'm scared you might hurt me again' I said 'But I feel safe with you' I mumbled 'But I'm scared Jimin will hate me' I said beginning to cry 'But... but... what else' I said crying 'I... I... I'm so confused, and for all I know you might be with Areum still, and Jimin is so kind and sweet, but you are too and-' he suddenly pulled me into his embrace