Girls like me.. --Michael Clifford--

Chapter 16

I think Michael is starting to not love me anymore. I don't even know why, i just feel like he doesn't love me anymore. The pain of this pregnancy is excruciating! Luke and Caitlin are super cute! They like don't even take their eyes off each other! It's so cute because you can see the passion that they have for each other, even someone who doesn't know them would be able to tell they love each other! Luke wrote a song for Caitlin, it is called 'My Girl'. It's like the cutest. Caitlin can't wait for me to give birth!

I know that I'm being stupid and Michael loves me, but I can't have these outbursts of stupidness with anyone else. So I have to write them to myself in my little diary so that ,the next I have these outbursts, I will remember I'm just being stupid. Michael loves his koala and his tickets. He got me a teddy bear, some flowers, some pizza and a ring. He's the best boyfriend in the world! I love him unreal amounts! I can't believe how much I've actually grown to love him. I never expected it! I never thought I'd love him this much. He gives me little butterflies in the pit of my stomach whenever he says my name, or giggles, or hugs me. Everything comes down to him and Caitlin. Their my priority! Forever and always and I hope they both know that. I've never been one of those girly girls, I didn't have toy babies and buggies when growing up, I just had mud and worms and TV.

The closest thing I have to being girly was makeup and jewellery, most of my jewellery is bestfriend things with Caitlin, or the ring my dad got me. The ring my mum gave to me doesn't fit anymore so I had to take that off, but the one my dad got me was like 2 sizes bigger, so that still fits, but yeah. I've got 2 necklaces, a bracelet and shortly a ring that matches with Caitlin's stuff, because it's BFF stuff. Life is starting to look up, I could be better, like miles better, but it's looking better than what it was. My dad has always been my bestfriend, Caitlin has been too, but I've always been a daddy's girl. I'm gonna get Michael to meet my parents soon. He doesn't really want to because he's a little scared, but he's wanting me to meet his family, so it's kinda making us even.

Sorry it's short but the rest will be longer so be ready for drama and excitement. If you could read my stories "but she didn't get noticed" "but he's my ex" and "the suicide" you'd be a superstar
-stay safe, Tasha xox