Chapter 10

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"Tash, can we speak for a sec?" Mikey said with a nervous look on his face.
"Yeah sure. What's up?" I asked standing up to speak to him.
"Tonight we leave for our tour. We're going to America for 2 months." He says breaking down into tears
"No. why." I said crying.
"I will always love you Tash. I'll keep in touch. Please don't cry beautiful. And please please don't do anything stupid whilst I'm gone." He says looking down to my wrists. I couldn't do anything but cry. It's like my broken pieces have just been fixed back together, and now they're coming apart again. I can't loose him. I just can't.

"I can't loose you. What am I meant to do." I cried to him.
"You won't loose me baby girl. I'm yours always." He reassured me.
"Promise? Pinky promise.?" I said raising an eyebrow and holding out my little finger.
He locked his little finger in mine "I promise."
I went home. I'd already told my mum what had happened (me staying with Mikey for the week) I didn't feel right, sleeping alone. Not only that, but I miss Mikey more than I have ever missed anyone. I miss his eyes, his laugh, his smile, his stupid jokes that were so bad they were laughable.

I laid awake all night. Missing Mikey. He's all I can think about. He's all I wanna think about. All I'm gonna do these 2 months are eat pizza and watch Mikey on YouTube, then FaceTime him. I want him back. It's only been 4 days. I really don't know how I'm gonna cope. Caitlin and the girls are heartbroken. But they're off out. They haven't even invited me, which has kinda pissed me off but I'll be alright.

Sorry it's short. Some deleted. If you could read but he's my ex. That would be brilliant. -Tasha

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