Girls like me.. --Michael Clifford--

Chapter 42

Still Caitlin's POV
I woke up to screaming. I looked over to the clock which read 3:00am in big red bold writing and flashing. I got up, out of my nice warm, cosy bed and went to see what was up with Rio. I went into her room and held her in my arms, rocking her side to side.
"What's the matter aye?" I asked her sweetly. She stopped crying and said as clear as day:
"Mummy." That's all she said then started to whine.
"Shush shush" I reassured her "where's mummy?" I asked her sweetly.
"Gone." She replied when she remained silent. "Mummy." She said again. The second she said that I felt a cold hand on my shoulder. I turned round and nothing was there. I laid Rio down in her bed "night night beautiful" I said to her. "Tash, show yourself I love you, Caitlin.. come through here I need to speak to you" I said closing Rio's door and walked through to my room. I closed my door, flicked my little lamps on and grabbed the remote. Before I put the telly on, I spoke to Tash "Tash, show yourself, I love you, Caitlin... I know you love Rio and you wanna see her and wanna speak to her, but honestly babe, you scared her. I wanna see you Tasha. It's like hell without you here. Please let me see you" I waited for a reply. And she replied, on some paper. It read 'Caitlin, it's not that I don't want you to see me, because I do! I wanna speak to you and see you more than anything!! I want the same with Michael too. But you're not ready, neither of you are; you may think you are, but your hearts aren't, and I don't want you two to be hurt, more than you already are. Cheer up princess? I'm still here and I'll write to you every other day, Okaii? I love you lots and lots gorgeous. I'm going to write to Michael now but I'll see you soon:) sweet dreams stunning I love you unconditionally!!❤️' it made my heart fill with warmth to know she was there with me. I put her favourite films on; The Fault In Our Stars and How Did We End Up Here??- 5sos.
Michaels POV
I woke up in the middle of the night by a nightmare, it was that the full squad got killed. I woke up sweating in tears. My telly was on, I could've sworn I turned it off, but it was on. The news report from when Tasha died was on. There was a piece of paper on my bed side 'Michael' I opened it and it read; 'Michael, love, I love you so much. I'm so sorry for everything, but just remember I'm still here. I visit you all the time, and when you're all ready to see me I'll allow myself to be seen, but I can't just yet. I love you to the moon and back. I miss you and miss spending time with you all. You can speak to me anytime you want. Just say what I told you to and I'll be there for you. Stay strong! I love you. Chin up' she has such lovely writing!!

They'll be updating again soon:) stay strong! Love you millions!
-Tasha xoxo