Beat Still

Chapter 24: Beat Still

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*Marcel's Pov*

"Lou-Louis. I know the truth. You never loved me."

"That's not true Marcy, I love you so damn much. I swear, I didn't mean what I said."

"I...I do not believe you. How could I believe you?"

"Just trust me. Marcel....Marcel..."

What the heck? What is going on? As my eyes struggle to adjust to the light I finally realize that it was all a dream. But it seemed so real. I could have sworn I heard Louis say-

"Marcel. I just came to see Marcel." Oh my goodness, it is him! I scrambled from my bed to sit in front of my door, still clutching onto my pillow tightly.

"Why? You want another shot at him? A concussion wasn't enough?" I hear Harry spit out angrily. So he is the reason I have a concussion!

"Yeah I came to finish him off, no I just want to apologize! I want to end the fighting once and for all. I love all of you! Can't we all just be mates again?"

I sighed deeply and leant my head against the door. I missed that voice so much. He sounded so sincere.

"No." Niall simply stated. Ouch. He sounded tired and irritated.

"But...but I'm sorry."

"Louis, you can't just say sorry and expect it all to be better, you have to give us all time. And you need to prove that you deserve our friendship."

I could almost hear Harry running his long fingers through his hair as he spoke. But he's right. Louis needs to prove himself.

"That makes sense and I will. I swear it. But please just let me see my Marcy," His Marcy? "I really need to see my-"

"No! You don't deserve him! You don't even deserve to fucking look at him!" Wow Niall is really heated right now...

"He's such a good person why do this to him, Lou? You know I'm the only one who is always on your side but seriously like...."

Leeroy speaks up now. He sounds like he might cry. I will have to remember to thank him for saying I'm a good person. Maybe write him a thank you note, or take him-

"I know! Don't you get that I know how much I fucking don't deserve him? I love him so damn much, and I ruined everything! That's why I want to tell him how sorry I am!"

Louis sounds like he's going to cry too, and it just breaks my heart. I want to cuddle him so bad right no- did he just say he loves me so...damn much? That's exactly what he said in my dream!

"That is my best friend in there and all you have to say is sorry? Sorry?" Liam finally says something. I know Li, and he was probably fighting with all his might to not hit him...

"Enough! Get out Lou. I'll let him know you were here but that is ALL I'm giving you for now. Get. Out." I can tell Harry is serious and by the sound of it, Lou can tell too because he left.

I jumped from the floor to my bed so fast that I probably gave myself whiplash or something.

If Louis were here he would have called me Superman. I chuckled into my pillow as the boys walked in.

"Marc...Mar-Mar?" I pretended to groan in my sleep as Harry tried to shake me awake.

"I'm starving Harry let's go to Nando's." Niall whined and I could not help but giggle.

"I know you're awake Marcy, do you want your usual order from Nando's?" Liam comes over to the bed and pokes my side causing me to burst into a fit of laughter.

I sat up on the bed indian style and nodded to Liam. "Honey mustard wrap, but no chips please."

"Guess what Mar?"

"NASA is going to recognize Pluto as a planet again?" I was being sarcastic but this was a secret dream of mine. Like why call it a planet then revoke it's status? So mean.

Leeroy rolled his eyes before answering," Okay first, I only understood like four of those words. Second, this is not science class, leave that at school. Third, we're having a sleepover!" He squealed.

"It's not a sleepover. It's just five lads hanging out...who happen to sleep... over." Harry said while playing with his keys.

"Look I don't care if we watch the Notebook and braid each other's hair, I'm fucking starving, can we gooo?" Niall gets a bit cranky when he's hungry.

"Get some rest while we're out Marc." Liam said in his mom voice before they all waved and left the room.

Something tells me I'm going to need it. I turned off my lamp and got comfortable in my bed.

Ding dong.

Ughhhh why does this always happen? I threw off the covers and slipped on a pair of socks that were laying on my floor. I realized that I was only wearing a pair of sweatpants and grabbed a black t-shirt.

I flew down the stairs and quickly checked myself out in the hall mirror. Not too bad I guess. Besides my curls and these itchy contacts, I look pretty good for someone who hasn't left his room in ages.

The doorbell rings again along with a few harsh knocks on the door, so I ended my inspection.

"Hi, how may I help....you."

Him.