My Crush On Him.

Chapter 5.

I can hear gasps all around the Cafeteria, even Ian has gasped for air i take a glance of Ana and she has her hands on her mouth. Even I can't believe I actually did that , Shawn is in a state of shock as well. I look at him and he looks back at me we just stare at each other like we both just can't believe what has just happened. He has coke all over his body his clothes and his hair is a mess right now.

Seeing him like this makes me wanna smile because he's so cute , this speechless Shawn is cute. After few seconds his face expression changes from shocked to disbelief it seems like he finally got rid of his surprise. I just look at him unable to move. He takes his bottle of water and I already know what he's about to do before i can even move i feel cold water all over me. I gasp in shock and apparently it was a shock to everyone else too.

'Water? Seriously Shawn that was the best thing you could do?' I finally say after few seconds of him throwing water all over me.

'Nope!!' He says and takes my fries I repeat MY FRIES. And throws it on me. I hear someone yelling FOOD FIGHT. And everyone gets up to business. Shawn and i look at each other for a while before we both realize that we're the only ones who haven't got up yet , he knows it's my turn to throw food at him so he runs. I grab Ian's pasta and run after him Ian has disappeared or something. I almost lose Shawn he's running so fast he looks back but he doesn't see me since a huge student stands in front of me so he thinks he's all fine , I should thank that student later.
He enters a little door at the back of the cafeteria he's few feet ahead of me , when he shuts the door behind him I immediately walk in after him and lock the door behind me because I don't want him to run. I look back and I bump into him. What is going on why are we even so close?

I finally look around the room and shit but we're in a cleaning locker , you know those small rooms which have cleaning things in it. I freeze in my place unable to move or speak. The pasta is still in my hand. I finally look up at him and his eyes meet mine , he looks back at me.

'You followed me huh?' He says slowly.
I nod.

'And you're planning to throw that pasta on me huh?' He looks at the pasta.
I nod again.

'But if you do , it will be on you too.' He looks at my body and i can feel my whole body becoming rigid.
He freezes too which makes me more uncomfortable is my body bad? Why isn't he talking anymore?

I take a look at my body as well and now i know why he froze , my white shirt is all wet and my black bra is more obvious than the sun. I look up at him again.
The distance between us is only few inches how come I didn't even feel that earlier? I can seriously feel the warmth of his body against mine.

I can suddenly feel the warmth of his hand against my back i drop the pasta that was still in my hand, I become more rigid than I already was. He leans in closer.... is he...? Is he going to kiss me??? I can feel my heart wanting to come out of my chest I've only seen this minute in my dreams. I wait for the touch but it just doesn't happen. I look into his eyes and he leans back. What? Why?? I want to scream so bad or to drag him to me and just kiss him. But I can't and I won't.

With a little straggle he takes his jacket off I don't even understand why he did that.

'There.' He hands me the jacket.

'Why are you giving me your jacket?' I ask in confusion.

'Fine if you don't want it better, i just didn't think you'd really love going out with a wet shirt.' He says.
He's right of course i do not want that. I take the jacket and put it on and zip it.

'Thank you.' I say.

'No need , now can we go out of this stupid place!'
I nod and turn around i unlock the door and go out , the food fight is still continuing but I'm in no mood for that anymore, so i just walk to the cafeteria door and get out.

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I still have two classes left , i walk in to my first class and sit in the back , i take the seat by the window so i can peacefully think. He almost kissed me. Shawn almost kissed me... no matter how much i say that it just seems more and more unreal. But then he just stopped... why did he stop? Am i not beautiful enough? Am i not good enough for him? What was the problem? I tighten the jacket around me more his jacket isn't it crazy? Having something that is his? Feeling his warmth? Smelling his cologne?
I can't believe it.

'I told you you think a lot.' Before i turn I already know who it is, Ian.

'And i told you not to interrupt my train of thoughts.' I sigh.

'Sorry, wait!! Isn't that Shawn's jacket???' He asks in disbelief.

'No.' i say.

'I think i know what my best friend was wearing today , that is his jacket I recognize this jacket.' He says as a matter of fact.

'Fine it's his jacket, he only gave it to me because...' i pause. 'Because my shirt was too exposed.'

'Exposed?' He repeats.

'Exposed.' I roll my eyes.

'Oh ohhh.' He smiles.

'Now why would Shawn do that? I would've loved to see what's under that beautiful white shirt.'

I hit his foot with mine as hard as i can , he screams in pain the whole class looks at him and so do i , like i have no idea what is going on.

'What happened Brady??' The teacher asks.

'She she!!!' He stutters in pain.

'What?' The teacher says.

Ian takes a look at me and I innocently smile like telling him even if you said it was me I'll deny it.

'Nothing I'm sorry.' He says.

'I do not accept this kind of behavior in my class Ian if you did that again then I'll get you out of this class.' He says.

'Yes sir.' Ian says politely. Which is weird this guy is never polite.

Then he turns to me to talk but i just turn to the window and not giving him a chance to speak.

After the classes have finished i walk to my car and immediately drive back home. I get to my room ready to just take a shower and lay in my bed endlessly. I look at myself in the mirror and look at the jacket.

Shit the jacket, I forgot to give it back to him.
I take it off and put it on my bed then i take a shower and instead of actually laying in my bed like i planned to i just start studying everything I've studied at school this two days after i finally finish i go to sleep.

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