My Crush On Him.

Chapter 25.

Recap:

'Please don't cry.' He whispers. I know he moves closer to me but what I don't expect is him laying beside me and hugging me. He pulls me to him and I struggle to not get into his arms at first but my weakness for him wins the fight so i just put my head on his naked chest. He hugs me tightly and doesn't say anything else while i just cry slowly not caring about anything else other than the fact of the comfort that I'm feeling right now.

At some point i know my eyelids are heavy and my crying has stopped so without giving it second thoughts i let sleep take over me.

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"Chapter 25."

My phone's alarm goes off and I huff in annoyance, ughhh morning again.

I open my eyes slowly the sunlight makes it hard for me to open them, the first thing i see is a sleeping Shawn. My eyes become wide open.

WTF! What is he doing in my bed??? I scream as loud as i can. He wakes up with the scream and falls off the bed. Oh god.... that must hurt.

'Why the hell did you scream.!' Shawn groans.

'What the hell are you doing in my bed?' I ask in shock.

'You weren't drunk yesterday so you have to remember, think before you act idiot.' He narrows his eyes at me.

Yesterday? He came for tutoring. Then... then OMG.
We kissed. Oh my god...... I shove my head in my pillow because i know I'm red with embarrassment. What was I about to do yesterday? How can i be so stupid.

And my mental breakdown. Shit i had a mental breakdown as well. Can I cry now? Oh god.

'Sel what are you doing?' I hear Shawn asking.

Fuck. Shit. Fuck.

'Seriously what are you doing?' He repeats.

I feel his weight on my bed again.

'Remove that pillow.' He says.

'No.' I reply.

'Are you crazy? Remove it and look at me.'

I remove the pillow and look at him. He's not wearing his shirt. Maybe this isn't the best time for checking him out?

I sit down and look at him.

'So tell me what happened yesterday.' He says. His voice is firm and i feel like i should tell him but I'm just not ready.

'I'm... I can't.' I look away from him.

'Sel, I've never asked you about anything but this time.' He takes a deep breath. 'This time I can't just forget it.'

'I will tell you when I'm ready.' I give him a half smile.

'Promise?'

I nod.

'Good.' He sighs in relief and lays on my bed again.