My Crush On Him.

Chapter 34.

Recap:

'Shawn that was....' I'm lost for words.

'Amazing.' He smiles. As he pushes himself off of me and lays beside me , i put my head on his chest.

'Amazing.' I repeat.

'Just so you know, i love you too.' He says as he pulls me closer to him.

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'Chapter 34.'

I look nervously at Ana who is now looking at me with a raised eyebrow while her arms are crossed.
She just keeps staring at me while i try my best to ignore her , i mean what the hell can i tell her?

Oh hey Ana! Yes i had Sex with Shawn. I would really not like to tell that to anyone even my own best friend.

We're currently sitting on a table in Starbucks waiting for everyone else to arrive to celebrate the end of this school year, yes yes i did pass all the exams.

It is even a surprise to me, with everything going on with me I really thought I'd fail this year. It's been a while since me & Shawn's intimate intercourse but that hasn't stopped me from getting so freaking high every time i see him, how is it possible that he's hotter now that we've had sex? Even I don't understand.

'There's something different about you & you aren't telling me.' Ana says while tapping her fingers on the table now.

'No there's nothing.' I smile innocently.

'Girl i know you for so long i know it when you lie to me.' She sighs 'Plus I've given you a lot of time already so spill it out.' She leans closer to me & gives me her death glare.

I sigh. I have to tell her sooner or later she'll know.

'Well so me & Shawn.' Oh my god I can't.

'You & Shawn?' She signals for me to continue.

'We Uhm....' i turn my head down. 'Weee kinda..'

'Oh my god!!' She squeals. Well I guess she understood by herself. 'You didn't!!'

'We did.' I nod.

'YOU HAD SEX WITH SHAWN.' Ana yells.

I look at her wide eyed because i think every fucking person is now looking at us. Ughhhh I should've told her in a private place.

'Ana Why did...' I'm cut off mid sentence.

'What..?' I look around at Ian & Liam behind me.

This is so embarrassing, why do embarrassing stuff always happen to me...? Liam looks at me wide eyed.

I look at Ian & his expression is full of disgust... which makes me feel bad so bad. Why do i disgust him? Just because i slept with my boyfriend for god's sake he's my boyfriend... and his god damn best friend.

'Ian.. i.....' Again he interrupts me.

'You're so fucking disgusting.' He turns to leave immediately. Tears form in my eyes. Never in my life did i think that Ian would call me disgusting.... ever.