My Crush On Him.

Chapter 36.

Recap:

I walk back to the door and stand there until he comes and opens it.

He pulls me in with a sudden swift move. I find myself in his arms while he still holds my wrist.

'Ian.' I breath.

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'Chapter 36.'

I pull away immediately he doesn't say anything instead he takes my hand and we walk to his room.
After he closes the door he looks back at me.

'So?' He raises an eyebrow.

'So I'm here because i want answers.'

'Answers to what?' A strand of his hair falls on his face.

'To everything, why you two are suddenly fighting? What is Shawn hiding? Why do you keep on telling me I deserve better? That i will regret being with him?' I furrow my eyebrows.

'He's your boyfriend maybe you should ask him.' He looks away from me.

'Ian he isn't telling me anything.'

'I know.' He smirks.

'Ughh.' I groan. 'Why are you two doing this to me? Just tell me what is going on.'

'Sel believe me i want to tell you everything, but this is much bigger than you.' He says sincerely.

'I deserve to know.' I put on my best puppy face.

'That face is not gonna work.' He rolls his eyes and walks to me.

He puts his finger under my chin and lifts my head up. 'If i told you ... you'll be in danger.'

W-whaat?

'What are you talking about?'

'Somethings you just won't understand.' He removes his hand and sits on his bed.

'Ian i came here for answers not more questions.'

'I can't.' He sighs.

'No.' I shake my head. 'You will tell me, I'm not leaving like this.' I say stubbornly.

'Your life would be in danger.' He says.

'I don't care.' I cross my arms.

'Selena did you not understand anything of what i just said?'

'I understood everything perfectly. But i need this please Ian.' I sit beside him on his bed.

'No , I can't put you in such a risk.' He shakes his head.

'Then you protect me.' I tell him.

'You won't let me.' He sighs.

'I will, if You convinced me i need protection.' I nod.

'Fine then, don't say anything until i finish talking.'

'Okay.' I agree.

'Shawn is not really how can i say it... normal? He...' he pauses for a minute. 'The school, the whole girls bad boy act is just a show off for people, Shawn's dad is a huge dealer their company is just a front face for their trades , they deal with drugs .... money .... diamonds anything you can think of even humans.' He takes a breath.

W..what...

'Me & Justin were working with him , I won't say that i liked it but it did pay a good amount of money.'
He looks at me and from the look on my face he knows how shocked i am.

'We didn't do anything big though his Dad still doesn't give him any big jobs only small drug deals or hitting some people or threats, but he will take over the business one day.'

'Ian..' this can't be true.

'I know you're shocked but this is the truth.'

'How can this possibly be true? He's so sweet and kind!' I say in denial.... no this can't be true.

'He is kind with you. Not with other people , Sel i know him ... i know how he is and I don't understand what he wants with you but that's why I've been warning you about him.' He tries to take my hand in his but i remove it quickly.

'I don't believe this.' I shake my head.

'I'm not lying, why do you think he's always texting, he's always in other places all the time? He always has Justin doing something for him somewhere?'

'I can't....'

'It's the truth.' He says.

He's a drug dealer? He sells drugs? He takes drugs? He deals with people? Humans? No. This can't be true.

'You said you were working with him?' I ask.

'Yes.' He nods.

'And why are you two fighting?' I look at him with a raised eyebrow.

'Because I can't accept murder.' He says quietly.

'M-murder?' What the fuck is he saying?

'Yes.'

'Who's murder? What murder?'

'Have you heard anything from Dylan lately?' He asks.

'N-no.' I shake my head.

No... this can't be.

'Dylan's murder.' He says.

All i see after this words is darkness, all i feel is me hitting the bed completely. I know Ian is calling my name but nothing seems clear anymore until the darkness takes over completely.

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