This time, if I say I want to stay. Will you let me?
- someone who loves you
At night, I pray to God, give me sign when will I meet my love. But sometimes I guess God's answer is wait. And I wait. And sometimes I pray to God, even if I'm going to be alone, it's okay, because I have Him and my family. Then until one morning.
They say if love came unexpectedly, its beautiful. And I never thought it would be. Even though I'm the only one whose in love.
I never met him properly until one morning, until we became acquaintances, then friends I guess. Maybe for me we're friends, and to him I'm an acquaintance. First it was just fun being with him with our activities, and fun talking to him. Until that moment that something felt different.
I don't know how to love, or even what is love. Honestly, I still don't. All I have is this kind of feeling that I whenever I hear his voice, or glance at him, see him smile, talk to him, listen to his laughs and jokes, my heart felt calm.
He reminded me of a family I wanted to be in. He reminded me of all the good things that is happening, and all the blessing I have. He's like a ray of sunshine. He's someone who can make me write these cheesy lines and smile from ear to ear while writing this down. He's that someone who makes me feel butterflies and euphoria. He's someone that reminds me of white night.He's someone you just wanted to be with, even doing nothing. He's someone that makes me feel at ease, and safe. He is a safe haven, hoping my safe haven. He's full of these feelings that I can't even put into words but just make me, happy. Genuinely happy. Love-happy I guess.
I just don't know if this is the right time. Or if he will let me stay beside him. See, I'm not the most perfect girl. I just want to know if will he let me stay as I am?
Mi amor, my love, is this love? Is this what I've been praying for? Is this it?
May it be it or not, I'm still grateful that he came in to my life, even for just a short period of time. Thank you for letting me know, that I, myself can have feelings, like, love.
this time I pray and hope that I can stay.
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