Cobalt eyes watch from behind, always watching, never helping
With only concrete shoulders as company and a wood floor at my back
I curse these transparent shackles
I clench my eyes against the harsh navy
I plead for mercy from these turburlent seas
but sirens whisper through the sea and make me turn my head from all their pleas to stay
They all say I just need to do, is to let it go, but my soul refuses to forget those bitter days of you.
I now have no regard for their many voices
Dreams now taste bittersweet
I don't know where I'm going, I tried but, my compass always leads back to you and so it had to go
How can I pass this Mountain in front of me, when I can't even move my numb legs?
I refuse to turn begger and ask these violent voices for relief
So, I wander lost and blind through this storm, trying to ignore the voices demanding my soul.