Sons of Anarchy Imagines

Dont leave me

You ran as fast and as hard as your legs would carry you, out to the parking lot and into your car you slammed your door as your boyfriend jax, ex boyfriend now, rushed out after you.

"Y/N please it wasn't what it looked like" his face was one of guilt as he grabbed your keys out of your hand and back up from the car. With a sigh, you got out and stared at him, waiting for him to continue, when in reality you wanted to kick and scream and fight him. But you didn't, you knew this had been going on for a while now, maybe the last 3 years of your 6 year relationship, but you always denied it, until today when you couldn't anymore. You actually saw it happening and your heart was shattered, your mind was running a million different directions. Between ideas on how to kill him, or on how to make a new start somewhere other than charming.

"Is that all you needed to say jax? Or am I free to go now?" You scoffed as his faces turned to slight shock.

"You aren't mad at me?" He whispered, the rest of the men were out here now watching, waiting to break the two of you apart in the case you decided to beat him up like you so desperately wanted.

"No," you shook your head. "I mean" tears started to spill from your eyes and your voice cracked. "I've suspected for awhile now, I just didn't want to believe it." You shook your head and wiped the tears from your eyes. "Please just give me my keys so I can go get my things," you sounded broken and jax's heart broke with you. "I promise you won't have to see me again, I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you jax." you took your keys from his outstretched arm and quickly got into your car and drove off. You headed straight for jax'a house where all of your things were and packed them up as quickly as you possibly could. As you checking everything, making sure you left nothing behind jax walked in the front door.

"Y/n" you didn't respond, you weren't sure what to say, you have never felt like this before. Normally you're a hot head, and would have blown up on had accordingly, but something else happened and you lost that fight. You had given up. "Y/N, please stay." Jax grabbed your arm and tried pulling you close to him but you moved out of his grasp and grabbed one of your bags.

"Why?" You whispered, you hadn't meant for it to come out that low.

"Because I love you." You scoffed at those words.

"Jax, if you really did love me, you wouldn't have been cheating on me, especially for this damn long." You sighed, you weren't in a mood to fight, you weren't in a mood to do much of anything. "I just wish I had acted on my suspicions sooner." You grabbed your bags and headed for the door, stopping for a brief moment to look back to jax.

"Baby please, we can fix this, I can, I can pull back from the club" you shook your head at the idea of him doing that. "I'll do anything for you to stay please, please don't leave me Y/N I need you, I need you more than anyone." He was rambling 100 miles a minute and you worried he would hurt himself before he was finished.

"I'm sorry, but I can't ask you to do any of that. Maybe this is for the best." You smiled lightly, trying to convince yourself that that was true.

"Goodbye Jaxson." You smiled weakly up at him, kissing his cheek lightly before closing the door behind you, leaving had to stand there. Just as broken and as useless as you have been the past three years.