This is NOT happening (1D FANFIC)

chapter 46

A/N... IMPORTANT! So... this is it... looks like the end of my story. thank you for those who have been following this, and i will be editing at some point. as i was writing this, i was trying to figure out how to extend it a little... but unfortunately i think this should be the end. may be a sequal, i hadnt planned on one though. ENJOY

April’s POV

A few weeks had gone by and it’s a few days before Christmas. The boys had done as I asked and been doing their interviews. My mum would always bring home gossip magazines, which I couldn’t help but look through to find out how the boys are doing and what they are up to. Okay, so Paul does tell me, but he has been staying with the boys because of the tour and if he didn’t the hotel rooms and the tour bus would seriously be trashed.

I had a few of the paparazzi hang around me for a few weeks after I left the boys’ place. They followed me, but all I did was stay at home or go to the stables, when they tried to talk to me I just didn’t listen or respond, I was pretty much a robot. They even tried saying that the boys had given them messages to give me, and I just didn’t even flinch. I remember seeing in one of the gossip magazines that they said I was a gold-digger and was only friends with One Direction and didn’t like them at all because I didn’t flinch an inch when the paparazzi harassed me. Eventually they left, even though I do get the odd person when I am out asking me things.

‘my time is up my time is now, you can’t see me my time is now…’

That’s my ringtone for Paul, he sort of reminded me of one of my favourite wrestlers, John Cena, so that because his ringtone.

FROM PAUL: Hey April… looking forwards to Christmas?

TO PAUL: honestly, no. My mum is going to visit family, but I never got along with them so I don’t want to go, so I may be stuck celebrating Christmas with my brother and his girlfriend. How is everything there?

FROM PAUL: We are heading back home, just stopped for dinner. They are done for Christmas now, they will be leaving again on the 6th of January, and they get about 2weeks off for Christmas. Do you really want to know how they are?

TO PAUL: That’s cool. Yes Paul, how are they?

FROM PAUL: Well… they are still looking at their phones a lot as if they are expecting you to text or ring them. They don’t really like being alone, Zayn Harry and Niall are usually together, and Liam and Louis are doing their best to keep everything ok. April, I think of you as my daughter… please tell me what you are feeling and what is going through your head?

TO PAUL: And that’s because of… me?

FROM PAUL: Partly, but please don’t start kicking yourself over it. Please tell me what you are feeling??

TO PAUL: I miss them, a lot. I haven’t exactly spoken to anyone else about, everything. Only you know absolutely everything. My mum just asks if I am ok and then goes to work. I am having trouble calling this home when I feel like a stranger.

FROM PAUL: What are you saying?

TO PAUL: When are you back properly? I need to see you because I need a huge favour!

FROM PAUL: Anything! See you in the morning!

After that from Paul, and then realising the time, I made sure everything at the stables was put away, grabbed my bag and jacket and went home, stopping at Nandos on the way home for dinner.

Now… all that is needed… TIME!

Niall’s POV

This has not been the best tour so far… and it is only just going to get worse. Every night on stage, having to pretend we are happy and that nothing is wrong, when all we want to do is go knock on her door and drag her home. This is what I was afraid of; this was my worst nightmare, April turning us down… me down.