Consumed by Love

"He said he loved me he said he'd never leave me"

<Spencer>
"You're having twins" The doctor tells us making my eyes widen as I stare at him in pure shock "Twins?" I smile tears rolling down both mine and Toby's face "We're having twins baby girl" Toby whispers in my ear chuckling I wrap my arms around his neck as I cry. "And the gender?" Toby asks pulling back smiling widely, He looks like the happiest man alive "You're having two little girls" I grin as I see Toby's smile turn into a smirk "Two little girls how could we get so lucky?" Toby chuckles taking my hand in his helping me off the hospital bed "Thank you so much" I say to the doctor "You're very welcome" He says giving us the photo of the ultrasound and the due date of our twins. Toby and I leave the hospital with our fingers twined together "I can't believe we're having twins!" He shouts excitedly laughing loudly "I know I can't believe it either" I say wrapping my arms around his waist hugging him tightly "I love you" I tell him kissing his cheek "I love you too baby" He says kissing my lips softly pulling away "I'll see you at home baby girl" I nod frowning as I realise he has to go to work "There's no chance you can come home with me?" I ask he smirks rolling his eyes "No baby I'm sorry I've gotta go to work" He kisses my forehead "I'll see you at home" I nod smiling a little sad "I'll be waiting"
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I sit on the lounge looking at Aria "I still don't understand what's going on? Why are you here?" I ask her, When I came home I found her waiting on my door step. She came to D.C for work and then she came here "I-I..." she stutters closing her eyes "You're not going to like it" She says a little bit more calmly "Aria" I give her a stern look "Tell me" I demand not taking no for an answer. "I was walking out of the cafe after I'd had all my interviews with my clients and my car was parked across from the police station. And that's when I saw it..." She trails off rubbing her forehead "Spit it out Aria what did you see?" She looks at me with pain "Toby kissing another woman" It's like time freezes when she says those 3 words that have changed everything. "W-When was this?" I ask her stuttering tears forming in my eyes "This morning around 10:30" My eyes widen as she tells me, That was only an hour after my appointment. "Spencer I'm so so sorry" She says walking over hugging me tightly "How could he?" I cry holding her tightly "He said he loved me he said he'd never leave me" She coo's in my ear telling me that everything's going to be okay but she's wrong nothing will ever be okay again.
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Pain, That's all I can feel is pain.

Toby told me he loved me, He said he wouldn't ever leave me no matter what. He said that we'd spend an eternity together and no matter what we'd always find our way back to each other.

Now I know that it's all a load of bullshit

He never loved me, He never cared about me he only stayed with me for the sex.

"Spencer" I hear his deep voice from behind me as tears fall down my cheeks "Spencer what's wrong?" I take a deep breathe "I know you kissed another woman" I say my heart clenching "Spencer..." he trails off his voice cracking I turn around facing him "You said you loved me. You said that no matter what you'd never leave me and yet look at where we are" His eyes fill with tears as he steps forward only when I step back "I do love you" I shake my head not bothering to wipe my tears away "No you don't Toby you never loved me. You only stayed with me because of the sex!" I scream at him falling onto the couch looking at the ground "How could you say that? We're having twins and here you are accusing me of not loving you?" He shouts kneeling on his knees in front of me "She came onto me I turned around and she kissed me how did you even find out?" He asks sighing heavily "Aria's in town and she said she saw you kissing her" He shakes his head standing up pacing around the room "Baby you have to believe me I don't ever want you to think that I don't love you. Without you in my life I'm nothing why would I ruin that?" I stand up looking at him my voice cold and low "I don't know and I don't care get the hell out of my house" His eyes widen "What?" He whispers "You heard me Toby get the hell out!" I shout at him scoffing when he reaches to touch me "Don't touch me!" I shout backing away until i'm out of the room and walk towards the front door "I need time and I won't you gone" He walks towards me standing right in front of me looking at me in pain. "Baby please don't do this, She came onto me I didn't kiss her" I close my eyes taking deep breathes "Leave" I whisper I feel him brush his hand gently against mine before leaving the house. That's it I'm done I close the door behind me. I close the door behind me letting the tears fall down my cheeks whispering "Goodbye"