Daughter of a Lannister

|A Deadly Choice|

{ Hey! Sorry if my updates are going slow as hell, but with school and other applications it's been tough.

So hopefully this chapter is good while .

I'm rushing to finish a application for the school of my dreams.

Anybody got advice on how to deal with all the stress and pressure?

But now things are about to take a turn for Amelia and her family.}

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I wore a very somber brown color while I hang my head low, I'm still in the mourning state.

My son isn't loud as he used to be anymore. Gerion became more of the quiet type as did I.

While I was in the gardens, a shadow loomed over me.

I looked up to see a pair of beautiful blue eyes staring into my own emerald green eyes. Loras.

"My lord." I said slightly lowering my head.
"My lady." he did the same. "Walk with me."
"Of course."

I loop my arm on to his extended arm for me. And we walked for a bit in silence, than we started to talk about what will happen in the future. Than he decide to say something I never excepted from him.

"Amelia, I've been meaning to tell you this."
"Which is?" I arched one of my perfect brows.
"I need you."

Huh? Has he lost it? Am I dreaming?

"What?" I asked.
"I need you, more than that, I love you."

I was shock to hear the words that flew from his mouth, and within a second I felt his lips on mine. I was shock at first, but I slowly closed my eyes and allow myself to enjoy this moment.

I tangled my hands into his hair and his hands went down to my waist. He slowly pushed me into the bushes were we laid and we basically fucked.

I could feel my face getting hot after our little session and we even suck out just to do it again and spend time together.

             { Couple of days later}

I ran to my chamber pot and puked out anything I ate that afternoon.

I heard a knocking on the door and I quickly disposed of it and went over to the door. I open it, my sister was there and so was my brothers.

They enter my room and looked around and than Cersei notice something, it seems she never misses anything. She notice how I haven't touched my food.

"Amelia, I know what you did." she said.
"Wh-what do you mean?" I asked.
"Are you hiding a man in your room?" Jaime said with an amusing smile.

"No." I admitted.
"Women?"
"No!"
"I give up."
"You're with child aren't you?" Cersei and Tyrion said in unison.

My heart immediately came to a stop and I just felt like I wanted to scream. Shit! Shit! Man those two are always sharp. And Sadly I incline my head with a slight nod.

I sat down in a chair and rest my head in my hands. My sister walked over to me and hug me closer. I feel so ashamed right now.

If anyone else found about this, I will bring shame not just to my family but to my lord father as well. We were laugh at once thanks to my grandfather.

But my father restore our House's pride back. Now we're going to be laughed at again. All thanks to me.

"Who's the father?" Cersei asked gently.