Isolophobia: Fear of being Alone

08: Remember

"You're special Shyn"  I smiled at him with full of love.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Sigaw ko dahil sumakit yung ulo ko sa naalala.

Si Dmitri! Yun yung lalaking nakita ko.

Pano ako naging Special sa kanya?

"Hey, are you okay?" Tanong ni Lux na nag aalala na. Hinawakan niya ang ulo ko saka nagtanong. "Does it hurts?" He asked. So I just nod and closed my eyes.

What's with that Dmitri.

May nakalimutan ba ako noon?

Bat parang everything is perfect naman.

I mean. It's normal naman for everyone.

Pero bakit nanggugulo itong si Dmitri?

I mean sa utak ko lang naman.

I don't know who he is for now.

~

"Hello Shaun?" Kausap ko si Shaun ngayon, sa telephone lang naman ng bahay. Si Doc Lux naman ay naghahanda ng hapunan.

"Hey shyn-Chan! " Masiglang bati niya sa akin.

"Kamusta ka na? hahaha" he chuckled.

"I'm fine. How 'bout you?" I asked.

"Same here."he said.

"Shaun can I ask something?" I asked.

"Of course!" He answered joyfully.

"Who is Dmitri Phoenix? He's in my head. I don't know why." I stated. "Do you know him?" I asked.

"Hmmm... familiar Shyn-Chan.  Do you want me to gather some information 'bout that guy?" Tanong niya sa akin.

"Yeah. Please." I said and smile.

"You're welcome." He said.

I just chuckled.  Good thing  na may maaasahan akong kapatid tulad niya.

"Ayos ang ba yung pakikitungo ni Doc sayo?" Tanong niya.

I smiled ng maalala ko si Doc.

"He's fun to be with" I said joyfully.

"That's great. I know he's responsible enough for you" he said confidently.

"Yes. He is" pagsangayon ko naman.

"Okay. I have to go. I'm missing you already shyn-Chan! " Sabi niya.

" me too. Osge na" sabi ko.

"Sge." Then he hang up.

Ibinaba ko na ang telepono.

"Sino yon? " Napakislot ako sa boses ni Doc. Nakakagulat kasi.

"It's Shaun. I just asked something about Dmitri Phoenix" I answered.

"Dmitri? Sino naman yon?" Nakakunot noong tanong niya.

"Di ko din kilala" i answered.

"Luto na ba?" Pag iiba ko ng usapan.

" yung hapunan?" Tanong niya.

"Di pa pala ako nakakapagluto" sagot niya sabay kamot ng ulo.

"Ano bang gusto mo shyn?" He asked me. Kung anong gusto ko.

"Uhm... ewan ko. Ikaw bahala" sagot ko.

"Okay. Gagawin ko yung Best ko para makapagluto" he smiled.

Why so cute?

Haha.

"Okay okay." Sabi ko nalang.

Umupo ako sa sofa at nakaramdam ng antok.

~

"Shyn are you sure that I can do this?" Tanong ni Dmitri.

"Of course you can!"  I said "You're the best when it comes to art. And specially painting!" Pagche-cheer up ko sa kanya.

" Thank you shyn" he said.

"Thank you for believing  in me even  if I--" pinutol ko iyon gamit ang isang halik.

"Im always here no matter what" I smiled.

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"Fight  for a spot!" Narinig kong sigaw ng tatay niya sa kanya. Tanaw na tanaw ko ang pag suntok  sa kanya ng papa niya.

Walang nakakaalam na magkasama kami ngayon. At magkakilala kami.

But our heart knows and we're enjoying  the rhythm of it.

Pero i can see the pain in his eyes.

"You're so stupid Dmitri! You're so damn stupid. I can't believe that you are one of us. You're a downfall. " grabeng pang iinsulto yon para sa kanya.

Pero di siya umiiyak.

"Sorry pa, I can do it once I--" naputol ang sentence niya. pinutol iyon ng papa niya.

"I need outputs! Not your explanation Dmitri!" He shouted  at his son once more.

"Sorry Pa" he said sincerely.

"Get out of my sight now." His father ordered.

Pagpasok niya sa kwarto niya.

He cried in pain.

I just hugged him.

"I'll fight for us" I said.

"No matter what?" He asked.

"No matter what" I answered.

~

"Shyn! Wake up" Si Lux.

Iminulat ko ang mga mata ko.

"Lux... may gusto akong itanong" sabi ko.

Sasabihin ko ung tungkol kay Dmitri. He's my doctor anyway.

"What is it?"