Isolophobia: Fear of being Alone

14: awake

(Arlux pov)

I can still remember on how you looked at me that day.

It was the best day for me. I think it is love at first sight.

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

I thought it will be difficult to reach you out. And I thought you are out of reach.

And you're lying real still,
But your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
That's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Until you asked me . you talked to me. Like this would be the last time... the last time you can ask. But I'm happy for you. I'm happy.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

Until reality knocks at my door. And saying you are not able to live forever. And the end is near... I should have said this before. But I'm just in time when I confessed.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And it all went so fast that I am not capable to save you. I thought I can save you from loneliness but I didn't think that you still have one. Condition...

And it was the one who killed you.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

But you can't live forever. Like what they said. Nothing last forever.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

If I could just give you my life.
I would.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

But for the first and last time. You said what I want to hear with a smile.

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything

"I love you Arlux..."

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