Wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf WTF.
Ok so my plan didn't work...LIKE AT ALL.
The bleachers were set up differently, so I had no clue at all where Jared was sitting.
AND TO MAKE THINGS WORSE, I looked over my shoulder and saw him talking to that girl he told me was cute once... NO.
I sat near him for the Christmas Show thing(I don't really know what it's called haha), but not close enough. Ugh. What is life right now.
Whatever. My friends and I exchanged secret Santa gifts and it was so cute to see their expressions when they opened up the gifts we gave each other. I love them.
I was put into a pretty bad mood because of Jared. I saw him more often than usual today and I didn't even get to say hi to him because he was never alone! Today was a complete fail.
Aside from being upset because of Jared, I had an ok day. And besides, tomorrow is the first day of break, so maybe, JUST MAYBE, I'll hang out with Jared.
Hopefully my parents let me hang out with him, otherwise, I think I may just cry in a corner until I have no tears left.
