My friend Mia told me she liked this guy that I used to be head over heels for. He happens to be one of Jared's friends. He is pretty attractive if you ask me.
Anyway, he keeps texting me. I know it's not a big deal, and maybe we're just becoming really close friends, but he used to date one of my friends, and he may feel uncomfortable around me because I'm almost always with the girl he used to go out with...awkward.
I want Jared to look at me and say, "wow, I think she may be the one."
I'm really tired but I don't want to go to sleep. I don't really know why.
Every night I dream up a new way that Jared will ask me out. My favorite one is where on Christmas Eve he calls me and asks me to hang out, then I say sure. Then we go to the park and he asks me out. Then we realize we're sitting under a mistletoe and we kiss.
*sigh*
Obviously Jared doesn't like me, otherwise he would've told me something.
He could at least call me cutie again...
He used to call me cutie #1, and I called him cutie #2! In the 8th grade we were honestly so close to dating. He used to talk to me often, and call me babe, baby, and all these cute little nicknames. Now what are we? Nothing.
Nothing at all.
