I hate everyone.
I decided to delete the chapter...entry...thing that I was calling the girl that is clearly winning over Jared, names. I no longer care because her ex-boyfriend is trying to talk to me now so HA. I would prefer her ex boyfriend over Jared anyway. Jared is dumb.
Today in gym I saw Jared and that girl...let's call herrrrr... Jailyn. Ok so I saw Jared and Jailyn cuddling and I have to admit, it was pretty cute. I took a much closer look at Jared and it turns out, he's not attractive...like...at all. Then I looked at Jailyn's ex, and I think he is pretty good looking! I mean, he is about as tall as Jared, he's quiet, but he's a really cool guy. He texts me all the time, and he even snapchats me. It makes me happy lol! And he told me I should join softball even thought I had an incident last year. I was preparing for a game and I had to play second base. I was warming up my arms when this girl decides to throw the ball at me while I was speaking to my coach and it hit the side of my face leaving me with a black eye. It wasn't pretty. When I told jailyn's ex this( let's call him Joshua) he said that I should still join if I really enjoyed it. I said that I did enjoy it, but I was afraid of getting hurt again. Then he said ,"I wouldn't tell you to join if I knew you'd get hurt now would I? I don't want you getting hurt!" Ugh that made me so happy. Jared used to talk to me that way, but that ended a long time ago. I'm happy now. At least someone pays attention to me around here.
