I'm bawling.
JARED WENT TO THE MALL WITH A FEW OF HIS FRIENDS AND SOME OF MY FRIENDS.
Let me breathe for a moment before I explode.
THIS LITTLE FLIPPING BUTT CHEEK IS ALWAYS TELLING ME HE WANTS TO HANG OUT, YET HE INVITES MY FRIENDS OVER ME... SOUNDS ABOUT RIGHT TO YOU? NO!
WTF. I hate everything right now. I spilled all of this out to my mom and she told me she understands why I'm angry, but she doesn't know why I'm so protective of him considering he's not my boyfriend. WELL IDK MAYBE BECAUSE I CARE?!
I don't even know what to do with myself. He didn't even text me or snapchat me today. He hates me. I know it.
Ugh. This would happen. Right when I started thinking he actually may have developed some kinds of feelings. Of course. No. NO ONE WILL EVER LIKE ME. I'm an ugly, no good, oh and did I mention ugly?, girl that nobody will ever waste their time on trying to love.
I might as well start buying cats now...
