Jared and I have spoken most days of the summer. One thing I'm upset about is that he says he wants to hang out, but never tells me the plans, so we don't end up hanging out at all.
His party was cancelled for a dumb reason. All the hoochie mamas said they couldn't go, and he just cancelled it. It made me upset because there would've been an equal amount of girls and guys going without the hoochies. And if he postpones the party, that doesn't mean the hoochie mamas will come. He did say that he owed me another party, which is kinda sweet.
He also owes me a hug. I know that sounds weird, but we got onto the topic of hugs and he said he'd give me one the next time he sees me. Yay!
My birthday is in a few weeks, and I've decided I want to have a small get together, and I invited him. He said he'd come! Maybe then we could talk about the hanging out situation.
My dad said once I turn 15, I can hang out with guys in a group. And then maybe I can hang out with them alone, but only after we've hung out in a group.
I have a plan. When he shows up, I'll go to the front of my House to get him for the party, and I'll hug him, but as a hello, and I will clarify that that isn't the hug he owes me, but he could surprise me with it later in the night. Then I'll just casually bring up the hanging out situation, and also just add that the next weekend, I'll be finished with dance, and I'll be free. Maybe he'll take the hint and ask me to hang out that weekend! Ugh, I know I'm really shy and I'm not really good at flirting, but I will try my best, and practice what I want to say. It needs to be perfect! I just hope I don't make a fool of myself. I have a tendency to do that. He and I will be in the same English class next school year, so maybe things can happen, idk. I'm very hopeful.
