So I'm trying to fall asleep because at noon tomorrow I have an appointment with the orthodontist. They want to ensure that my retainer is doing it's job lmao.
The more I try to fall asleep, the more relentless I get.
I want Jared so bad. Words don't even express how much I want him.
This is the most that I've ever liked someone. It's so hard though.
I hate seeing him talk to other girls.
I hate not being able to hug him whenever I want.
I have not being able to kiss him whenever I want.
And I lastly hate not being able to call him mine.
He doesn't even know how happy it would make me if he asked me out.
I just want to hang out with him right now.
I'm always super afraid to ask.
But I know if I don't ask, then I won't ever get to hang out with him...so idk.
UGH. The feels are too real. I hate liking someone this much. The reason I hate liking him so much is because I know he doesn't like me back...
