I was trying to make him look at me...it didn't turn out like I planned. My friend Lucy and I were playing volleyball today in gym. Our volley game was happening right next to Jared's basketball game. I didn't plan this, but it worked out for me in the end I suppose.
Anyway, Lucy had purposely thrown the volleyball so that it went near Jared. I didn't see that it was near him, and I walked over to retrieve the ball. He looked up to see me walking his way, and he ran to get the ball before I did. He threw it at me, and after catching it I replied with a "Thanks!"
I then returned to my game and wished I would've said something different. I could've said something along the lines of ...
"Hey Jared! Thanks! Haha!"
Orrrr
"Haha, thanks Jared. I didn't even see you. Hey!"
I want him to want me! Why do I want him so badly? It's like I ache for him more and more everyday. It's like he's doing this to torture me. Why does he have to be so darn adorable...
Once I began thinking I had no hope with Jared, it happened. I received a snapchat notification, and it was none other than Jared himself! He finally reached out to me! Maybe he wanted to say hello because of the volley ball incident? Or maybe he was just clueless as to how much he was torturing me by not texting me? Whatever it was, I'm glad he finally decided to message me. It made my night! :)
