One Direction and 5SOS preference book 2.0

Your overwhelmed

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<li class="chat_line" style="outline: none 0px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: none; padding: 0px 0px 6px;"><strong style="outline: none 0px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: border-box; margin-right: 4px; display: inline-block;">Michael:“Ok well you know what babe? It’s not all about you all the time ok? If you would stop and think that maybe I’m sick of being away from you just as much as you are then maybe you would have thought twice before calling me out for it!” You stare back at your boyfriend with wide eyes completely shocked from his outburst. “Oh….I…I’m sorry Michael, I didn’t realize this would bother you so much” your throat clenches as tears threaten to come pouring down your cheeks and prevents you from speaking. As you stare at Michael while he stands glaring back at you with a stone cold expression you can’t hold the tears in anymore, you begin sobbing from where you stand facing him on your front porch. Your breathing quickens as you run your fingers through your hair and begin to walk off down the street unable to stare at Michael anymore. This is the first time you have seen him in the past few months since he has been on tour with One Direction and you couldn’t help but mention how hard it has been for you. Unfortunately, that wasn’t something Michael was up for discussing. As soon as he saw the first tear roll down your chin though, his expression softened, before he had the chance to stop you, you were taking off down the street and he was running to catch up. “(y/n) wait! Please baby I’m a dick for freaking out at you I don’t know what I was thinking” After running after you for almost an entire block, you finally slow down enough for him to fall into step beside you. He quickly slips his fingers into yours and gently pulls you are to face him. Finally you stop walking and turn to face him staring down at your feet and trying to calm your breathing. He lets out a deep breath and brings his other hand up to cup your face. He begins running his thumbs back and forth on your cheeks and placing light kisses across your forehead as he whispers soothing words to get you to stop crying. After several minutes you take a deep breath and look into his eyes “Are you mad at me?” you ask quietly. “Fuck no, never ever (Y/N)” he says pulling you tightly against his chest. “I guess I just felt so unbelievably guilty for leaving you, I got upset when you confirmed that I hurt you by being gone for so long, mostly because hurting you is the last thing I ever want to do” he says softly into your hair. “What can I say I’m a complete dick, but, do you think you could forgive me?” he asks leaning back to look you in the eyes. You nod slowly as you lean up and kiss his lips tenderly “I know this has been hard for both of us, but I’m just glad that were together again. I love you Michael….even when you are a dick” you say allowing a small hint of a smile to play at the corners of your lips. Michael lets out a breath of relief that you weren’t even aware he was holding. “Thank god, ok now I’m going to do what I should have done the moment I saw you” In an instant he leans forward and passionately presses his lips to yours. You move your hands up to wrap around his neck and relax into his grip knowing that everything is back to the way it should be for awhile.</li>

<li class="chat_line" style="outline: none 0px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: border-box; list-style-type: none; padding: 6px 0px; background-color: #fdfdfd; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><strong style="outline: none 0px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); box-sizing: border-box; margin-right: 4px; display: inline-block;">Calum:“Boys stop messing around!” their body guard says as he waits patiently for Luke and Michael to stop tackling each other so he can talk to them. “Ok then. So were going to try to get you guys to the van as fast as we can but there is a pretty huge crowd out there, it looks like maybe 200-300 girls, so, we are going to need to move fast, but we also need to be safe. I need all of you to follow behind me the few feet until we get to the car ok?” You have accompanied your boyfriend Calum to this special radio interview this morning and now it has ended, but all of you are trapped inside the studio due to the massive crowds outside. It’s been 2 hours and security has decided at this point their best bet is just getting the boys to the cars. So, as the body guard continues to fill everyone in on the current situation, the reality of the entire situation causes you to feel more and more on edge. You slowly become aware of your rapid breathing and how hot your cheeks have begun to feel, you back up and collapse onto the couch squeezing your eyes shut and trying to get a hold of yourself. Calum notices immediately and rushes over to kneel down in front of you. “(y/n), baby what’s wrong?” he asks frantically and begins to absent mindedly run his fingers along your arms trying to soothe you the best he can. “I’m not doing too well with the whole mob situation” you say in between large breaths. “Fuck” Calum says under his breath, you can tell by the break in his voice that seeing you like this is making him a nervous wreck. “Boys we have to go now” the guard says getting ready to lead everyone out the door. You eyes shoot up to Calum’s and your grip on his arm tightens. He takes a shaky breath and leans in to kiss your forehead gently “Alright sweetheart, I’m here for you, you can do this, I will hold onto you the entire way and I promise I’m not going to let anything happen to you, ok? Do you trust me?” You nod slowly and allow Calum to take your hand and lead you to the door. Everyone gives the ok and the security guard opens the doors. Screams erupt from the crowd as they notice the boys making an exit. You tighten you grip on Calum’s hand as you take in the frightening sight in front of you, this is not something you are used to and the size of the crowd is just too much. Tears come pouring down your cheeks and you hide your face in Calum’s side trying your very best to focus on his voice as he holds tighter and tighter against him. He continues to whisper “You’re ok” over and over again as you slowly push through the people to the van. Finally the 5 of you climb inside and the door is shut behind you muffling the shouts. You sit there with your face buried in your hands as Calum pulls you into his lap and rocks you back and forth “I’m so proud of you baby, you handled that like a pro” he says gently into your hair. Now that everything has calmed down the other boys turn to you and tell you how great you handled everything “We wanted to give you you’re space before, but I guess now’s the perfect time to tell you what a badass you are!” Ashton says smiling from ear to ear and playfully nudging your shoulder. “Hear that babe, pretty badass” Calum says squeezing your shoulder. Finally, you look up at the boys and smile “I’m just glad it’s over” you say. You feel Calum’s tense shoulders relax against you as he presses his face against your neck “I’m so so so sorry. It’s my fault you had to go through that princess” he whispers. “Calum, it is most definitely not your fault, besides you are the only thing that got me through this so thanks for being there for me” “Always” he mumbles against your skin as he kisses your temple lightly.</li>