"Oh sorry to interrupt, what were you saying?"
"I don't remember.."
Yes I do. But it's not worth telling you now. You'll just nod and move on. And in some ways I feel like you don't deserve to know what I'm thinking. What I am feeling.
I've learned. You just make fun or take it as sarcasm. (Though I am sarcastic a lot, that doesn't mean I'm nothing. I don't mean anything or don't care about anything - I do care and I want you to care too)
Stuttering as you continue to run your mouth
Wanting to add my thoughts
Trying even
But don't worry, it doesn't work
Because my thoughts are inferior
While yours are superior
Because my thoughts are quieter
And yours are louder
So that automatically means mine don't matter
Or at least that's what it feels like
this isn't about anyone in particular - it just happens all the time.
