i won't walk to him
lump in throat
tears in eyes
i won't see him
sad smile
tears down his face
i won't feel his
firm hands in mine
as we sway to Blue Eyes
i won't have him
i don't have him
and i won't have this dance
i was at a wedding a couple days ago and
when the bride and her father danced everyone cried. i of course didn't - but it was emotional. i thought "awe this is sweet, i can't wait to do th- wait...i won't do that..." i hate that. i hate that i wont have my father and daughter dance at my wedding. he won't walk me down the aisle. he wasn't even here for my first day of kindergarten. i hate that he had to go and die. i hate that.
