i have no right to feel jealous, or sad, or left out
because that's not allowed.
im sure in any other case id feel the same way,
but it'd be allowed then.
im only allowed to miss.
because we're in separate time zones.
time zones were never a problem before;
they were just a fun fact at the top of my head.
"did you know its 8:00 in New York right now?
"its 3:00 in London."
"in Hawaii, it is 12:00!"
now time zones affect me in ways i never thought
or wanted
it to.
so until it ceases to affect me,
ill be sitting here
an hour ahead,
missing you.
