Ethan
"So why did you move here? She asks.
"My dad's work, we travel a lot never in the same place for more then a year."
"That would be annoying I can imagine, but wouldn't it be refreshing almost like you can be whoever you want to be start over, not care about tomorrow because you know you won't be here forever, like you aren't trapped or confined to be this one person for the rest of your life, you don't have to follow the rules. You can be... anything." The last work comes out barely audible but I still hear it.
By her saying this it makes me wonder what life here is like for her, does she have any friends?does she have a boyfriend? does she like her life here?
"I guess you could look at it like that but it sucks you can't get close to anyone, well I choose to because in all honesty I'm afraid of getting to close because I know I'll just have to leave them and that's the hardest part leaving someone you care about."
"I see, well if you want you can hang out with me today, I mean I don't have many friends but that's okay."
"Thank you, I would really like that."
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"Did you have a good first day?"
Y/N asks me as we exit school together on our way home.
"I mean school was school I guess."
"What's it like."
"What's what like?"
"Always changing schools, I mean like how do you cope with it, has it become easier or harder."
"Well when I was younger it was easy as I just thought I would come back, but I also made friends easier back then, now people have their friend groups and it's hard to find friends nowadays so I don't know how to answer that question, I's only really hard if I ever become extremely close with anyone, which I have made myself do so I don't hurt anyone in the process."
"I understand, but why don't you just be whoever you want to be, act like you aren't afraid of anything, you could just live life with no fears, well pretend to at least, at every school or new place you could be someone new, a different persona whatever and no one could say anything about you because they don't know you, they know of you, you won't be... invisible."
"Well it's quite the opposite actually, they see me as a freak, the new guy, the one who sits alone, the socially awkward one, I may not be invisible but im visible in a bad way, sometimes i really wish i couldn't be seen."
"Really? I'd give anything to be seen, noticed or anything, your the only one who has talked to me apart from my best friend, that's it, it's only been me and her no one sees us notices us or acknowledges our existence, they run into us in the halls because they don't see us,, it's horrible being invisible."
On our way back home we exchanged numbers, we talked the whole way home about everything and nothing at the same time, I don't want to do anything to her, but I can't leave her and I don't know why but the one thing i do know is that today was finally different, because of her.
Your POV
Dear diary,
here we go again,
I never thought I would ever be noticed by anyone at school, besides my best friend of course, but then he showed up and all that changed.
I always thought I would be the one who gets knocked down in the halls because people can't see me the one who's table gets taken at lunch because people disregard the fact I'm sitting there, even though I know that stuff it still going to happen I almost feel okay with it knowing he is there with me.
I don't think I like him I mean yeah he's not bad looking but I think he's more of a friend, I just hope he doesn't leave and ends up staying here.
But I guess we'll have to find out won't we?
A/N
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