Instereo Imagines

Jakob // Back to where we started

(This is a long one but It's long so I don't do a 2 part one bc it originally was going to be 2 parts but I changed my mind okay cool)

I'm sitting in bed currently crying my eyes out because I miss him. I never stopped loving him. But I had to let him go, I knew I still loved him but they long distance was hard, him always being away. That wasn't even why I broke it off. It was the hate. Not just online hate saying they hated me because I was dating Jakob... But the personal hate the DMs I refuse to show Jakob. They're way worse then what's written on the comments of his photos. People writing detailed messages with how they'd track me down and kill me if I continued to date him. One day someone did try to break into my house and that's where I had to draw the line I couldn't take it anymore, so I told him it was for the best. Now I just want him more then anything, even if it's for a second I would rather that then never see him again, so I decide I'm going to write him a letter.

Dear Jakob,

I want to go back in time. Freeze frame it when I was with you I want you back so bad.

I miss the way you'd hold me late at night, I miss the way you'd tell me I was beautiful, I miss the way you'd care about me, I miss they way you'd brush away my hair then softly kiss me, I miss you.

I shouldn't of left you, but there were reasons I didn't tell you but I want to tell you them if you let me, please if you're in Sydney call me  on my new number *insert random phone number* when you get this because I need to hear your voice again I miss it like crazy.

Just let me tell you everything. i want to go back to where we started.

Love from Y/N

I fold the letter and put it in a envelope. I look around the house for a stamp and manage to find one in a bottom draw in the living room.

I walk down to the post office which isn't that far from my house and send it off.

It'll be a few days before he even receives it I'm aware of that but I couldn't text him because well 1. He blocked me - which I blocked him to not realising he had already done so and 2. I changed my number due to it leaking and everyone calling me harassing me threatening me it was horrible I was forced to change it.

Now I wait I guess.

*skip 4 days*

I wake up feeling run down and sad. The past few days have been absolute torture patiently waiting for a call that I might not even get.

I hear my phone ring and I pick it up so quickly. I didn't even check the contact who rung me.

*phone conversation*

J - Jakob Y/N - You

J - "Hello is this Y/N?"

Y/N - "Yes Jakob is it you." I say feeling like my hearts about to burst out of my chest.

J - "I-its is - what did you need to tell me?" I hear him sniffle a little bit and his voice sounds dry. Oh no was he crying?

Y/N -  "I need to show you in person please It's important."

J - "Fine does today work? Down at the park near my place at 3?"

Y/N - "That works, please come it's really important."

J - "Y/N you're starting to scare me."

Y/N - "I'm sorry but just trust me please."

J - "I trust you."

Y/N - "Good I'll see you at 3 then."

J - "Yep bye."

Y/N - "Bye Jakob."