Loving you a little less // Ethan and Chris

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"Dude just go up to him it's really not that hard." My best friend lea says to me.

"I know but it's hard when you have a major crush on him you know that."

"Just go up and have a normal conversation, you guys are friends right?"

"Yeah and that's all he'll ever want to be with me, he's just out of my limit."

"Dude no you're not if anything you're out of his league like just go and talk to him have a NORMAL conversation okay it shouldn't be hard if you are friends."

"Okay okay I'll try but It's not going to end well."

"We'll see."

I walk over to where Ethan and a few of his friends are standing.

Okay you can do this it's not like it's just him after all you're friends DoN't MaKe A FoOl Of YoUrSelf.

"Hey Ethan."

"Oh hey Y/N what's up?"

"Not much, you?"

"Meh same not much, oh actually I want you to meet someone." 

Ethan motions towards a girl who starts walking over to us. She's beautiful, long blonde hair which is perfectly curled. Minimal make up as her natural beauty shines through, Her eyes are like ocean eyes, deep blue. She's perfect one could say.

My knees begin to shake at the thought of this being Ethan's girlfriend. Of course it's his girlfriend she's beautiful and Ethan deserves to be with a beautiful person, not some ugly piece of crap like me.

"Y/N this is Georgia, she's my girlfriend." I knew it, this was it the day where my heart was shattered into a million pieces, I should've seen this coming why would Ethan ever like a girl like me? I'm nothing a nobody,all I am to him is a friend, nothing more.

"H-hi nice to meet you." I say fighting back the tears that threaten to spill onto my cheeks.

"You to, I've heard a lot about you." She smiles so genuinely. UGH I CAN'T EVEN HATE HER BECAUSE SHE SEEMS SO NICE. I HATE HER FOR BEING NICE AND NATURALLY BEAUTIFUL.

"Oh wow wouldn't think you would have hah, i'm sorry but I have to go my friend Lea needs me, umm talk later Ethan bye." I run quickly, I can't feel anything in my body I feel numb. I find a park near by the party I was just at, I sit at a bench and being to think and replay in my mind that past events that had just occurred.

Why would I have ever thought he could've liked me? I knew he would never like me. IM SO STUPID.

"I'm sorry to just randomly come up to you considering I don't know you, but I couldn't help but over hear you when you were talking about something and well you seem pretty upset about it."

I look up and see a guy with Jet black (heart) Hair and chocolate brown eyes, he's hot god damn.

"Shit I didn't know I speaking out loud."

"It's all good, I'm Chris by the way."

"Y/N, sorry for everything you just heard ha that's not embarrassing at all." I say sarcastically.

"No, no it's fine don't worry about it, but you seem pretty hurt by this and I don't understand why this person wouldn't like you I mean your beautiful, and you don't seem stupid however I only just met you." He says laughing at the end.

"Hey." I say laughing.

"I'm not beautiful though but thanks."

"I'm not kidding." Chris says I blush and I turn my head away and face the ground. Ugh WHY AM I SO AWKWARD HELP ME.

"Do you want to talk about it, because I'm a stranger and don't know these people?"

"May as well can't be any more mortified then I already am."

"Fire away." Chris says I take a breath in and begin to tell him my whole situation.

"Basically I have been in love with my best friend. After years of trying to get the courage to tell him today was the day somehow my friend pushed me to do it, I was going to tell him how I really felt - that was until he told me about her. Her being Georgia aka his girlfriend, she's literally flawless I can easily see why he would have wanted her, but it sounds so pathetic but maybe for a minute I thought i actually thought he'd love me back. Ha stupid right."

"No it's not stupid, you have every right to have thought that, you have every right to feel the emotions you are feeling - just know that he had no intention of hurting your feelings from what I have heard." Chris says sympathetically.

I look up from the ground and look into Chris' eyes properly for the first time. His deep chocolate brown eyes I am currently getting lost in. I look at his cheeks the way his freckles are dotted everywhere on them, the way his hair kinda sticks up but then flops to the side. Fuck I could actually fall for him. 

If I wasn't still in love with Ethan.

"Thanks, who knew a stranger could help me more then my best friend could."

"Well sometimes people surprise you."

I see us both looking at each other and I suddenly get an urge to kiss him in the back of my mind I want to but i shake my head and erase those thoughts. HE'S A STRANGER OH MY GOSH. GET TO KNOW HIM FIRST JESUS CHRIST.

"I'd like to get to know you more wanna go for a walk down to the beach?" Chris asks 

"Sure why not I don't have anything else to do plus I'd like to get to know you more as well." I say smiling up at Chris.

once we get down to the beach we sit down and take off our shoes on the sand look at the waves rolling in crashing against the sand.

"So how old are you?" Chris asks 

"16, you?"

"16, favourite band or artist."

"God this is hard ummm either Troye, 5sos or the 1975, what about you?"

"Well someone has good music taste if you like the 1975."

"Can't argue with that." I say laughing a little.

"Y/N I know we literally met a few hours ago but I feel like I've gotten to know you pretty well."

"I'd say the same thing."

"So I was going to ask for your number so we can stay in contact?"

"Sure give me your phone and I'll also make you follow me on my social medias - you're welcome."

"Haha thanks only if you give me your phone so I can do the same."

"Fine." We exchange phones and put in our information.

"Well I gotta go but catch up soon?" Chris asks

"Definitely." I say getting up off the sand.

We walk back to our houses which aren't the same way sadly.

I look back at Chris and see him looking back at me I smile and turn away.

Maybe. Just maybe theres a chance I'm loving Ethan a little less - and Chris just a bit more.

A/N

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